what a joke. . . . (insert bitter laugh here)
don't promise something you can't fulfill. not now, not in this lifetime, not ever.

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i'm having last module for my university life in singapore ;) after this i'm gonna move somewhere else again. happy!

okay, i had a talk with one of my best buddy in school. and what's wrong with people? a little affection DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE FEELING FOR THAT PERSON OKAY?
i'm a touchy person. i love to hug/kiss/whatever my friends. please do not take it the wrong way. =/
i don't like it when people misunderstood me. and FYI, if the person i want already in relationship, do you think i'm gonna go down that low and steal them? HELL NO.

i have enough people misunderstood me as third wheel in their relationship. seriously, just because your lovers were the one that couldn't control themselves, just because you loved them enough, you closed your eyes, and started to blame me cause you didn't have anyone to blame but your unfaithful lovers and your lame self? =/ for God sake i didn't do anything. what i did merely being a good friend okay. wouldn't it be weird that i stopped talking to them all of a sudden?

teach me how to act in everything then? if i be all shy & silent, you're gonna say i'm a stuck up bitch. if i be all nice, you're gonna say i try to steal your lover? FUCK YOU. =/