what's wrong with these 3 days. totally not my day.

i seriously want to cry. this sucks so bad.

first, went down to the gym and found out my PT resigned, and he couldnt be contacted at all.
i paid thousands not for nothing okay. because of that i have to postpone my training session for about 2-3weeks.

then my mom instantly called just to check whether i'm going to gym or not.
she has been pressuring me to lost weight for these past few months, it's stressing me out, but i didn't tell anyone about this.
everytime she gives me a call, she always ask 'have you been losing weight again?'
and every time she ask then i always feel pissed off. can you please stop repeating the damn question just for once?
i hate the pressure she gives me. i know her intention is good. but i loathe it everytime she ask that.

it's finally taken it's toll on me. yesterday she called me. we were talking about winter clothes that i should buy. then she told me she bought winter clothes for me already IN SIZE MEDIUM. (about UK8)
i snapped at her, she thought i could shed 15KG within 2months? is she insane or what. i told her but she kept insisting that i should shed those KGs before my departure. i was so pissed off.

she kept pressuring me to not eat this and that, to take this and that, to do this and that. and started to compare me with my cousin who managed to lost 10KGs within a month. i hate being compared. i really really despise it, it makes me feel as if im not good enough.

i never talk about this weight issue to anyone. cause i simply don't want to. can i just live the way i want? omagah.

then just now, starhub cut down my phone line. seriously, is this even my fault?
they didn't send me any bill. nor they deduct any amount they need from my bank account. they just simply cut down the phone line. i can't understand this.

and my housemate told me i have package yesterday. she told me by SMS, then i assumed she took it from mailbox from me. this evening when i asked where's my package, she told me she didn't take it, she only saw it on mailbox. okay FML. then i went down with a hope to retrieve it, then tadaah~! nothing's there.
can this day get any worse than this? i have 2 packages there. and one of them i bought for my friend's bday present, and it cost me quite a lot money.

okay, i really really want to cry right now. this sucks. so bad.