i dont know what the fuck is wrong with them.

school sucks. seriously suck to the max until i feel like cutting a bitch.
this Matthew Hamilton guy is my lecture for advertising + public relation ( my 2 favorite subjects all the time in mass comm! so yay!)
but too bad, this matt hates our class. fine, hate sounds harsh. how about he doesn't really favor our class? there better.
my classmate told me that matt was UBER UBERRRRRR SWEET at other class. and yet he's being a bitch that hasn't get laid for a year in our class. he was so fierce when we had our presentation day for advertising. and i don't give a fuck seriously about how he treats our class until today!

today when he passed attendance list around, i saw he crossed my signature for yesterday's attedance with a big X!!!!! it means i wasn't present at class. DUH, I CAME WAY EARLIER THAN HIM EVERYTIME. u know why he canceled my attendance for yesterday? coz i went out to receive phone call from my mom! and its only 15-20mins before break time!
you what makes me mad? my classmates often came in 40mins - 1 hour late, yet he didn't cancel their attendances. what the fuck is wrong with him? i didnt't cause troubles at class, i didn't tease him, i didn't even steal his underwear!!!!!! SERIOUSLY FUCK YOU MATT.

actually i don't really care if he canceled my attendance with REASONABLE reason. but this? LAME REASON ALERT SERIOUSLY. and with this i officially have 3 missed classes. GREAT JUST GREAT. so i couldn't proceed with the exam. and what? THIS WILL BE MY FIRST TIME REMODULING THE SUBJECT. i'll do it willingly if i have to remodule cause i can't do the subject well. but this? MY PRIDE MAN MY PRIDE.
and it's all about pride actually T__T and now those bitches back home will laugh at my fail. and they will start to call me stupid useless or whatever shit like they did couple years ago.

and this class is full of 2faces bitches. seriously. i don't enjoy being in this class anymore.
i just wanna go home, but i don't want to either. not after what happened sometime ago.

note to self : hang in there. half year to go then you're all good. :)

There is surely a future hope for you, and your hope will not be cut off. Proverbs 23:18
AMEN.