Life's been great to me these couple of days! hahaha.
my boring days is gone, since my jae already came back here, so i got my walking khaki again! yippeeeeeee. LOL!

okay picture first, story later! hahaha.

my jae just came back from japan! she's seriously had so much fun there. made me wanna go there. well, i shud go there. like seriously, i need to find some cute stuff and pretty boys. LOL!

look what she got for me! i seriously love her to the max, since she knows what i loveeeeee. muach from jae to jae! hahahaha.


^fake nails and cuticle oil. with ribbons. awwwwwww loves!


^this one is seriously super pretty and awesome! BIGBIG RIBBON. WITH FUR! 8D damnn, me loves it so muchie!!!!!!


^pinky candies ;) she said, other 3 members sold out! i need oppa's one for 'some events' but too bad it's sold out. but these 2 flavors r my favorite. haha!

i love my jaeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! *kisses

and xmas gift from sisca! ;) she sent it to me since last yearrrr, but managed to receive this last week since i went back to indo ;'( so i sort of gave her trouble for her coz she had to resent it. sorry girl, but i love ur present so much! thanks ;)





now, some dongbang lovin! ;D

new everysing goods~! i haven't asked jae to order these for me, but she did! omg, did i tell u, i fuckin love her? 8DDDD she's officially my favorite person since yesterday other than my brother and his wify! hahahah.


^ folder, his shirt supposed to be PINK! but stupid production team just had to change it to mint colour. milk is not happy!


^ handphone strap + card case ;D


^ plastic bag from everysing if you make a purchase. haha! i feel like a garbage bin xP


^ side figure poster. OMIGOD, MY BELOVED NOSEEEEEEEEEEEE! *jumps happily


^ jae accidentally bought this cardcase. i already got this, but i still took it. haha! *being greedy when it comes to him! xP* so i'm using this to keep my ez-link. i added hearts there! haha cute aiteeeeeeeeeeeee?


^extra picture of my ezlink xPPPPPPP


^ paradis tumbler. cuteeeeeeee~!

some narcissistic pics => coz i'm born to be one. ROFL.


^me with my superb ribbon from jae~! XD


^me and my cute eyemask for sleep! haha.

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now life updates! hahaha.

it's pretty good. i managed to shop for couple of things, eventhough my purpose for yesterday's shopping trip was to get some clothes for CNY, but i ended up buying things i didn't need. blame those stores for selling cute stuff! i think i used all available amount i could use on mommy's credit card. she haven't called me for 2days, i think it's not that bad xP now have to make a good use of available limit on my own card for CNY shopping. no more buying unimportant stuff! *I WISH I CAN DO THAT. AMEN.*

i'm in love with skirts nowadays. i wanna be girly! my classmate, hailey said i'm girly. but but, my attitude is not girly, AT ALL. i sit like a dude, i bitch like a punk, i munch like i pig, i walk like a bodyguard. lots people thought i'm girly coz i always wear ribbons + wear cute clothes. haha! told ya, outer appearance lies! big timeeeeeee. buahaha. i shud learn to sit like a lady. =/

and i've joined wengsan's photography project. she's the winner of the 27th UOB Painting of the Year Competition 2008 ;) she's doing a project on BBWM. big beautiful woman man. XD a project to show people that being big is not different from those skinny bitches on the street. *ugh i shud start to curse less and less!
she said, we need to break that stupid stigma in the society about big people! she's going to hold an exhibition on esplanade ard july - august ;) so i took part as one of her plus size models. i just love to pose for camera! wahahahah.

the photo's theme for me is teenager's life ;) so on thurday and friday, i spent my day with her, taking photos. XD she took my photos on my room since she said she wanted to capture my natural life. and kept asking me to smile, i got a lovely smile she claimed. thanks doll, i feel flattered =) then after that off to far east plaza, taking photos of me on coffee shop. capturing on how i spend my day wif friends. she will tell me about next photoshoot since she's one busy woman! i'm quite free so i can try to fit in into her schedule. thanks for trusting me to be ur model babe! ;)

and i feel like saying this, being bigger than you, doesn't mean we're worse than those skinny bitches. like seriously, these bitches like to stare at you when you walk. ugh bitches, i may be fat, but u're ugly! =PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP i can't stand those bitches who give u a dirty glare while they're putting too much make up on their faces. FAKE.
whenever i go back to indo, so many people always throw me a look. i have no idea why! even my cousin said he didn't want to go out with me again coz i attract so many attention. fuck, did i do something wrong? ugh =/ i always say, i'm too fabulous for them! that's why they always look at me coz they ENVY me. bitchy much? whuahahahaha.

on the darker note, i'm walking on a thin string now. i might not feel tired, but don't make me give up. too much dramas. huh. everything is good, except my fandom's life.

i'm off to watch yunjae's dvd from yunjaepetch! i'm so lateeeeeeeeee! *dies