hellowwwwwwwwww~ *waves frantically*

first of all, feel the need to say something out loud.
there's a problem that has been bothering me for quite a while ;__;
let me cry my heart out, so i can get over with it.
i have no idea of what's going on, one thing that i know is this big big mess.
don't want to stay in this circle of mess any longer.

second, I CRIED SO HARD TODAY! DDDX
and the nurse kept laughing, omg, meanie!
okay, they're not meanie, but those scissors and pins are! grrrrrr! *shakes fist*
i dunno what they did, but when i stole a glance at my back, i was screaming like mad girl.
OMFG IT'S FUCKIN UGLY. OMG OMG OMG OMG. *still can't stop OMG-ing since this evening*
looks like the surface of the moon, yes with THOSE HOLES AT THE BUMP.
[fuck, it sends the chills to my spine.]
at least, it's getting better, but its getting more painful! owwww. *shudders* ;____; and the bandage is not as big as the 1st bandage i had! wOOt! ;DDDDD BUT STILL, I CAN'T TOLERATE THE PAIN ANY LONGER! HUAAAA! and i need to bear with it until next week! hiks! T____T'''''''' *pulls unnie's hair*
i have no clue what will they do to me and my POOR leg tomorrow ;__; anyway, Dr. Geoffrey will off to Bali tomorrow! so he said i need to bear with the substitute doctor for a while. I have no idea whether she's nice or not =.='''



^ see see? the bandage is getting smaller day by day ;D milk is happy! hahahaha.

after that i went to cold storage, i was on very very painful state! seriously, its damn painful, i kept putting that sad face all the time, whenever i feel uncomfortable, i'll forget my manner immediately. seriously ;___; too concentrate on how to lessen the pain, i forgot to greet those taxi driver,cashier at cold storage and even forgot to say byebye to Dr.Geoffrey ;__;

i was very stress, and kept strolling cold storage like crazy. my intention was buying a pad, pay it, then runs home! but i ended up with 3packs of pad, 1 big big glass of egg roll, and 5 cups of ice cream! huahahahah! the bill was $80 [around that amount i guess XD] because i didnt carry any cash with me, paid with credit card then =.=''''

these what i bought XD



Haagen dazs's Vanilla, Haagen dazs's macadamia nut, Haagen dazs's strawberry, Movenpick's Vanilla, Movenpicks's strawberry, and Swensen's Old fashioned vanilla.
why so many vanilla?
BECAUSE MILK IS A BIG BIG FAN OF VANILLA ;D
now i have no idea how to finish that =.= Glad darling will come to pay me a visit on sunday! XD

anyway, for those of you who haven't tried movenpick ice cream. please do so! i assure u, it tastes NICE! [but still, my haagen dasz's vanilla is the best! its the best ice cream flavor in the world! wohooo! even grandmom agreed with me! *she's like to object me on everything* but she said, if you eat that in germany, it tastes better! don't temp me grandmom, you know i don't want to go there! you will force me to stay =pppp]

oh yeah, unnie's tattoo is so nice! hahaha!



i think this angle is FUCKIN SEXY, AND LUSTABLE SIDE! LOL!
[Oppa said everything about unnie is lustable :D moreLOL!]
the meaning is nice, shows that he's so DEEP. :333 and why i feel like making a new tattoo again? unnie, you bad bad influence! hahahah XD i've asked mommy's permission to make the 4th tattoo, but she threatened me, if i dare to make a new one, she will cut my allowance like $500/month for half year. MOM, PLEASE DON'T DO THAT! *puppy eyes* ;___;

anyway, i removed my shoutbox, changed to music box instead ;D

oh people keep talking about boys over flowe, and i'm not a fan of drama, so i totally ignored it, until yesterday, i got nothing to do, so decided to watch it.

milk's reaction :

eps 1 - hmm interesting.
eps 2 - *starting to get curious*
eps 3 - "Who's that cute guy?!!" *points like a madman at kim bum*
eps 4 - FUCK, EPS 5 PLEASE AIR FASTER!

hahahahhaha!
but i'm not into leader-ssi, or minho xD KIM BUM ;333333
[i have a very very weak spot for cute guy with killer smile.]
xPPPPPPPPPPPPP

P.S : i miss my unnie! hiks ;____; what's with sudden change of liking? not that i'm complaining unnie ya~ *winks winks*
P.P.S : miss oppa also! ;___; that pabo leader :33333 *pulls oppa's hair like a madgirl*