warning : this post contains alot of random material, don't read if you tend to get dizzy easily. LOL!

what is milk doing on weekend like this?
answer : doing nothing. ;D

i'm turning into a home girl in singapore, coz i always avoid going out on weekends XD
it'll be a different story if i were still in indo~
i always go out to spend my free time with my pals ;D
and gw ga peduli tuh resto mao serame and seribut apa, coz in the end, tetep bakalan gw yang paling rame and ribut! huahahahaha. susu gitu lhoo 8D
[ko bangga si su? =________='''']

and anyway, i know some people have been avoiding me lately, but i have no idea why.
sekarang gw dah mulai belajar not to think so much about that matter.
it did matter because i were such an attention whore [and still do until now], and couldn't live without my friends.
but as time goes by, i'm learning how to ignore those kind of things.
this life is about staying and letting go. no?
anyway, gw dah kembali clueless about what's going on friend's cycle in indo.
evendou i talk with them sumtimes, they never talk about their lifes, and we tend to talk about unimportant things, and i don't feel like telling them also because i know they are not interested. am i right or i just making an assumption here?
i keep telling myself, hellow vivi, u're 20 years old already, it matters when you were still 16 or 17, when your friends flocked together in one group and labelled themselves as XXX gank or whatsoever, and you had to tell every single person in the gank about what was going on that time.
or maybe my friends [who has been neglecting me lately] are too busy with their lifes to keep in touch with me~ hahahaha.

[suddenly i remember something funny, sendy aka my beloved kim eun kyum, talked to her viet friend on canteen couple days ago, her friends from english class, i didn't attend english class so i dunno him, then sendy said "keep touching me man." i laughed my ass off immediately UAHHAHAHAHAHAH! then i told her "isn't it suppose to be keep in touch man? are you really that despo for some touches?" HAHAHAHAAH. and she said "shut up!" but laughed along with me~ hahahaha]

on the other hand, i'm getting closers with my classmates ;DDD
we went out together for dinner and stuff several times already.
advance diploma is indeed good except its time management. wtf man, everyday i have full day class to attend. but its okay, its better to study and keep your brain working than slacking and rotting at home. hahahah!

talking about school. . .
MDIS IS FUCKIN OLD FASHIONED AND LOUSY!
YES YOU HEAR ME, ITS BETTER IF ONE OF MDIS STAFF READ THIS!
YES MDIS IS FUCKIN IRRITATING MAN!
what's the point of putting your staffs in front of school gate to check on student's attire.
shorts is not allowed, flip flops is not allowed, tank top is not allowed, heels is not allowed.
can you imagine that?!!!! and i heard some students sent their complaint letters to local news paper xPPPP and guess what? the newspaper put it up! hahahahah.

one thing that i despise much is the way the staff reminds us about it!
they acted so fierce, and you think i care? hahaha! talk to my ass dude.
when they called me on friday's morning, this is what happened [most likely]
me : *is walking through the main gate
staff : excuse me.
me : *is ignoring her
staff : excuse me! *with a very loud voice
me : yes?
staff : do you know that we don't allow shorts and flipflops on school?
me : uhm, then?
staff : please don't wear it again, how many times already? [she asked me about how many times they caught me]
me : 5.
staff : please write your name and ur ic number here, please don't wear it anymore or u'll get detention.
me : owh~ i don't remember my ic number, i just put my batch code here.
*gives the paper and walks away arrogantly.

i dun care if she thought i'm rude or what. hahahah!
and tell you what? i wrote a random name with random batch xPPP like i care.

and they caught me wearing flip flop on canteen.

staff : hey miss, do you know you can't wear slippers, here's the right dress code [showed me a board with lots of boring clothes]
me : owh~ so?
staff : *acts fiercely* please don't wear it at school, or we have to ask you to take it off, and walk with a bare foot.
me : then i'd rather going home than stay here~ *walks away

i know the staff found me very rude, HUAHAHAH, but i could care less.
seriously, if i was in highschool, i might reconsider on following the dress code since we got uniform, but hello! this is university already, we don't need you to tell us how to dress up.
and for God's sake, its private univ! not a nun school, or why don't you make us an uniform to wear then? easier that way right?
retarded. if you guys [staff & lectures] find it very annoying if we wear clothes that reveals our skin, blame it to your perverted mind if you keep thinking something else. huh.

and i wouldn't follow those retarded rules.
i dress they way i want to.
i've told them once that i dun have any long pants.
they told me to buy it once i get home, hello~ want to give me money to buy it?
i buy the things i want, not the things people tell me to.
if you give me money to buy it, then its fine, i'll buy and i'll wear.
if you don't want to give me money then shut up and GTFO.
enuff said.

and anyway~
people keep asking me why i didn't put dbsk news like i used to do.
ahum, this blog is basically about my life not dbsk.
if i want to do it, i'll do it in TVXQindo, not here. ;)

a dear friend of mine told me that sm will announce dbsk 2009 live tour soon!
DAMN, PALS! LETS PREPARE THE MONEY AND LUGGAGE!
WE'RE READY TO GO! WOHOOOOOOOO!

and i still have lots things to say but i forgot already =.=
will write it once i remember it! hahahaha.

oh anyway~ acid is going to come here on 19th, and miki on 25th.
i'll surely have fun! ;DDDDDDDDDDDD