i've been slacking around lately. ;___;
but its okay, holiday yoooo! XD
what do i do everyday?
well, sleep - online - play - sleep - eat - online - play - online - take a shower - online - play - sleep - online - play - sleep.
yes, the circle goes to the same direction everyday =.=

I'M SUCH A PIG!!!!!
*rolls on the floor*

okay anyway, i'm addicted to cooking mama! XD
damn, i cannot cook in the real life, fod God's sake, i even couldnt make a proper sunny side egg XD
even sumtimes i tend to spill the water out of its bowl whenever i try to make a proper instant noodle, yes, i'm such an idiot when it comes to cook thingy!

and NINJA!MILK huahahaha!
i bought this surgical masks before went back to indo XD
$5 for 100pieces! HUAHAHAH.



and camwhoring with my new pink eyeglasses.
do i look stupid? 8D



^i hadnt take a bath when took this pic!





^after took a bath! haha, imel got the same mario Tshirt with me. 8D *wellm we bought it together. xD

and 2 forgotten pics from indo;s trip! HUAHAHAH.

with mommy lola, and eryn sist 8D





oh anyway, i heart this song very much!
laskar pelangi by nidji ;) the film is so inspiring! the spirit of education if i may say.
i feel ashamed, i got a chance to go abroad for study, yet i don't care much about my education, evendou i have motto "play hard, study hard" but it seems that i play hard, didnt study hard haha! yet those village boys really worked their butts off for a little education. ;____; *its a real story though!



the lyric ;)

Mimpi adalah kunci
untuk kita menaklukkan dunia
berlarilah
tanpa lelah sampai engkau
meraihnya

laskar pelangi
takkan terikat waktu
bebaskan mimpimu di angkasa
raih bintang di jiwa

menarilah dan terus tertawa
walau dunia tak seindah surga
bersukurlah pada yang kuasa
cinta kita di dunia

selamanya…

cinta kepada hidup
memberikan senyuman abadi
walau ini kadang tak adil
tapi cinta lengkapi kita

laskar pelangi
takkan terikat waktu
jangan berhenti mewarnai
jutaan mimpi di bumi

menarilah dan terus tertawa
walau dunia takseindah surga
bersukurlah pada yang kuasa
cinta kita di dunia

selamanya…

^i did bold my fave parts! xD

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well, something happened AGAIN.
yes, AGAIN, and this time i think THEY yes THEY went overboard ;___;
they couldnt do that, and never allowed to! who the hell they are to do that to the poor warmhearted woman?
i think one of them didnt see his past experiences =.='' damn, do whatever you want!
i feel like castrating him right now ;__; EGOIST MAN! LFFAJL;DGHKJS;KHGLFJAGHSDLKHFJ!!!!!!
i curse you i curse you! damn shit fuck!

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a meme ;)

1. Do you have secrets?
who doesnt darling? =.=''''

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
errr, i have no idea, but i hope i won't! feel awkward to be so clingy around younger one hehe

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
used to, when i was in highschool. my highschool's moments were a blast! damn, how i wish i could turn back the time. ;____;

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
TRAVELING! i love to travel alone and buy a nice apartment with a FUCKtastic sea view!

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
uhm, my 1st boyfriend is my bestfriend, and we're still bestfriend untill now. with a little communication though, but i know he still loves me so! haha

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone, i know i'm such a bitch =p but i care no more haha. I don't dare to love someone too deep though XD

7. List out your current top 30 favourite songs: (songs not in order)
damn, i have brain malFUCKtion right now, can i skip this question? LOL

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
what? wish him to be happy? i'm not that nice and bighearted, and whoever said they would wish their loved ones to be happy are just hypocrite xP i know they're upset inside, as for me, i would curse my loved one's boyfriend/girlfriend to be a frog =p i personally think that wish-someone-to-be-happy-thingy is just a lame excuse to hide your true feeling. XD

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
uhm? i can be extremely happy over a simple thing yet can be extremely upset over a simple thing also =p its not that hard to please me haha!

10. Do you have any regrets?
OH FCKIN YES. and who doesnt? @___@'''''

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
humm, be a successful producer *AMEN TO THAT*, have a great boyfriend with a cute son! haha, and live in a nice beach house somewhere!

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
my family and partner[S] in crime, my bitch[ES], my mom, my youngest uncle, and my baby brother[S]. *well, the last one is tentative okay? LOL*

13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
hummm, not really know the person well. haha. sorry dude.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich, i can find boyfriend later haha! i know money is not everything and can't make you happy, but it helps to achieve those things! whoever thinks that love is everything and money is nothing, can try to eat love! haha, told my bestfriend before, love couldn't buy a bowl of meatball!

15. What is your favourite colors?
PINK ALL THE WAY! go all pinkified =p

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
depends on the person, but i don't think i will, but see how. haha, cannot say much.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one who willing to sacrifice more things for me, and the one who understands me more, the one who accepts me the way i am [coz i'm such an egoistic bitch, take it or leave it!], the one who knows how to make me smile, and only makes me cry once, and that's the tears of happiness, not sadness. haha, dream much? XD

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
i never say everyone deserves a second chance, depends on his/her fault. if he does something very horrible, i may not forgive him. *just think if someone rapes someone, don't you think that someone will forgive the other someone? i bet that someone prefers to castrate that someone instead of forgive him/her =p