when it comes to my good friend/best friend/someone that i trust/someone that i treasure.
i never can tell a good lie.

when they told me what they feel, the only thing that i did is dumfounded in front of my laptop.
lost of words, as if i didn't understand the languange.

i better shut my mouth.
for me, for you, for us, for her, for him, for them.

:)

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odi onnie sent me this pic :)
she took it when we held a tvxqindo's gathering last week XD
i brought this book back home, since YJIR people wanted to see it :D



and then, finally, i've watched T dvd. only the 1st dvd though.
omg, T concert isnt a mere concert. IT'S A SEX SHOW MAN.
DAMN ME AND MY ORGASM! XDXD

btw, i saw the small booklet inside, when i flipped through it, i feel like i never seen it before XD



I DEMAND A HQ SCAN OF THIS RIGHT NOW!
;______________;
i took it with my camera coz i wanted to show eryn this pic, then she told me, she also never seen it before.

andd~
i got my miles & more card today XD from lufthansa.

THEY PUT THE WRONG NAME. ZOMG.
its KURNIAWAN okay, not KURNIWAN.
zzzzzzzzzzzzz!



and when i checked my profile in miles's website, IT PUT MR INFRONTOF MY PRETTY NAME! ZOMGGGGG!
i couldnt change it though! GRRRR.
CAN'T U SEE MY NAME IS STEPHANIE U IDIOT! NOT STEPHANO OR STEPHANUS OR STEPHEN!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
then i tried to call their hotline but its on germany! OMG, DADDY! GO CALL THEM FOR ME!
i couldnt understand any single thing! arghhhhhh! i think u taught me germany for nothing dad. LOL! okay, i was 3 that time. of couz i forgot all! ;____;
they mistaken ur lovely and bubbly daughter with some random guys! grrr =__='''

anddd then~ on a DARKER note. note that, DARKER!
i bought a new mp3 coz i fed up with my stupid ipod. U HEAR ME, STUPID IPOD! =_=''
damn ipod. LOL. but, then, i brought this mp3 with me everywhere. when it died on me just now, of couz i need to charge it right? but then, i realized, I LEFT THAT CHARGER AT HOME! OMG huahahahha! *cries a big river*
sooo, i cannot use it anymore! damn damn damn. what's the point of buying then?!
i feel like the stupidest but lovely girl XD

forget about it! i think, i'll stuck with my stupid ipod again!
anyway, on a brighter note, note that, BRIGHTER XD
imel decided to give me micky's mp3 for my bday gift XD since i couldnt find the real iriver in here.
ok i found it actually, but only left black and blue colour. =______='''
then i asked imel to give me the new one, i can wrap it with pink crystal later! UAHAHAH.
OH YEAH, I RAWK DUDEE! HUAHAHAHHA!
8DDDDDDDDDD

yeah, milk is one narcist girl, disagree? THEN SHOO! XD

then this evening, i had a little conversation with my best enemy. EMPHASIZE ON ENEMY OKAY! XD
about someone and something. omg, i really laughed my ass off!
she really IS silly. i never met such an idiot yet slow person like her!
HUAHAHAHAHAHA!
no wonderrr, the nicest girl on my highschool gank also couldnt stand her.
HUAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
then, did u try to trick me again? not in a million years! XD
learn how to tell a good lie first, then u can come and challenge me, i'll be glad to accept it :D

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i got a terrible swing mood again XD
i feel like i just ruined my imperfect life by trying to perfect this imperfect life.
i know, nobody's perfect, but they say, practice makes perfect.
so if nobody's perfect, why bother to practice? LOL.

i havent do my GP project.
ZOMG.
MY FRIENDS ALMOST FINISH THEIR PROJECTS ALR!
some of them even finished their presentation.
I'M HOPELESS!
i feel like i cannot achieve anything. i stay in the same spot, yet the others moved to the next step already.
am i that useless? huhuhuhuhu T___T;;;