*in angsty mode right now*

I'm loving you, the words you just have to believe
My small words that gets mixed up as a lie
I'm missing you, the words that sound like an echo
My small words that shout and shout into empty space

Why do I...
At first smile when I'm in front of you
but when I turn around, why does it hurt?
If I must be hurt, I'll endure the pain
Even if I'm miserable and want to lean on you, I'll be patient
If I have to throw something away,
I'll throw it all away without hesitation.
Even the last of my well-kept pride
Everything...
Even a little spec of memory that I won't forget
I wonder if it's only a burden...
I wake myself up from absent mind-ness
Our photo album with our fingerprints on it
I said it's the only thing that has my happy self in it

You once said that I was the only love in the world
Why can't you say it anymore?
If I must hurt, I'll endure the pain
Even if I'm miserable and want to lean on you, I'll be patient
If I have to throw something away,
I'll throw it all away without hesitation.
Even the last of my well-kept pride
Everything...
A number that I can't even count (every night)
I poured a handful (of just tears)
I don't know whether it's time to comfort me or time to forget you
Even if I have to act crazy, I want to yell that I love you
So that you can remember me among your many memories
I'll cherish the words 'I can wait' in my heart
I'll save and hold onto it until it wears out
If we can start again sometime in the future
I have one thing I want to tell you
Whole-heartedly... I'll do well...

*Jalhalgae - se7en

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gw mao ramblingg!
keki gw kekiiiiiii kekiii kekiiiii

kenapa cowo mao cewe virgin padahal dia sendiri dah ga perjaka?
COWO IS SELFISH!
WOI INI JAMAN EMANSIPASI WANITA! KLO BEGINI TERUS SIA2 KARTINI BERJUANG DI JAMAN DOLO! HUAHAHAH.

seriously deh =.=''' loe egois.
ada org ngm "cowo kan superpower"
NGM GITU KE COWO2 YG IDUP DIPIARA CEWENYA.
super power jidat loe. super ngeret iya. cuih sampah.
and then, klo loe dah ga perjaka, jgn sok suci mao cewe perawan.
huh. trus klo loe tau bini loe ga prawan loe mao cerein?
wow, what a great way. LOL.
padahal loe sendiri blm tentu perjaka.
okay d, klo mmg loe perjaka loe mao virgin. gw maklumin 1-1 kan posisinya.
nah klo loe sendiri ga perjaka mao virgin? bleh =.='''
be fair please :) life isnt that sweet. LOL.

oh yeah~
1 lgi, soal sarkasme.
gw suka bete sama org yg brasa dia keren dgn sarkasme.
and brasa mantab dah @___@
padahal ga ada sarkastk2nya sama sekali ngmannya @_@
not that i'm sarcastic.

trus lgi sama org yg suka brasa mereka mahkluk paling aneh di dunia.
ko kayanya bangga @____@
they're proud of being insane and refuse to be normal.
padahal di mata gw, merekaa~ just a mere people to begin with. @_@
ga ada aneh2nya, super normal malah.
cara ngm ketebek, cara mikir ketebak
nothing special. @___@;;
then? yg gw bingung jadi aneh ko bangga HUAHAHA XD
okay klo aneh loe itu mmg berguna, silakan jadi aneh and be happy. XD
tpi klo ga aneh tpi dianeh2in?
anjrot gw dah brp banyak nemu org beginii @__@
gw jadi males sendiri. LOL. 8D

and for me? LOL
I don’t suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it.