i know today is not going to be a good day.
=______________='''
right after i opened my eyes this morning, i saw 7new messages on my indo phone.
and suddenly, i got a bad feeling.
right after i finished reading those msgs, mom called me.
and my bad feeling is true =.='''

and, now im thinking.
thinking to cancel my plan to go back to indo.
i think i'll better stay here T__T;;
well, just wait and see.
if this condition keeps going on, i might cancel my flight ticket.
i don't care anymore.
i just dont want to meet this situation again.

no matter how good you are, he still despise you.
no matter how nice you are, he still loathe you.
no matter how smart you are, he never appreciate you.
no matter how hard you try, he just never bother to turn his head and look at you.
and yes, it hurts.

on the other hand. . .
no matter how deep is his love for me, i just never give a damn.
no matter how caring he is, i just never bother to pay attention to him.
no matter how deep is ur relationship with him, i just simply ignore his presence.
no matter how big the love he offers me, i never agree to be loved by him.

and i just realized, the goal of living is not to live happily nor die happily, but how you pass day by day happily.

ah exam tomorrow, i need to focus.

*bangshead*

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XDDDDDDDDDD
IM MAD! they sent me my yoonhostar goods but forgot to send my arena august!
WTF WTF WTF!
=_________________=''''
but its okay i guess.


^ T dvd XD i dont want to open it XD so i downloaded the dvd, but cannot watch it right now.
i need to study. T__T;;


^Yoonhostar's towel.
OMG THE TOWEL IS FCKIN UGLY. =_______='''' i guessed it right since the 1st time. wyh and xiahsoul's towels lots better! i just bought it for the sake of buying, since i adora aba, the webmaster of yoonhostar. and i love yoonhostar to death since they always provide lots hq yunho's pics! if not that because of those reasons, i wouldnt bother to buy. =_=''


^Micky memopad! FINALLY! finally i can complete my memopads T__T;; only micky left that time, since micky's one lost somewhere . stupid singpost! =.=''''


^ ITS COMPLETEEEE! *jumps happily*

ahhh btww~ i changed my camera's crystal beads XD NOW ITS ALL PINK & SILVERY 8D
*is happy*



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Narsis's time! XDDDDDDDDDD

i'm in love with checkered shirt. LOL. since i cancelled my bangkok's trip, im so gonna buy lots checkered shirts =.=''''







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EDIT

omg, i was planning to study by that time i wrote this. HUAHAH.
but then my intention to study went to God knows where.
until now, i havent study at all! HUAHAHAHA.
okay, i hope i wont fail this advetising @___@
me and my careless attitude.

i went to cineleisure to have my dinner and make a cellphone charm HUAHAHAH. XD
need the new one since the old one is kinda old and ugly alr XD but it takes 2 hours, so i just left it and will pick it up on tuesday :)

Korean's pocari ssweat HUAHAH XD
took this pic when i was on the atm Q XD the Q was freakin long, and im bored =p



my pathetic dinnerr XD


and then, inside the toilet! XD
its been a while since the last time i took a pic inside the toilet =p