alohhaaaa people XD
me and my randomness will be the title for this post. LOL.
XDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ok ok, serious XD
*i feel like writing in indo btw*
GAHH GAHH GAHH GAHH XDXDXD

ok, seriously, i mentioned earlier that life sucks.
but really, i never hate this life. never. xD
i dun care how suck it is. i just cannot hate this life.

but makin dipikir2 ya XD
i cannot ask for more actually XD
He gives me all i need. ;)
good education, enough money for life, enough money to buy dbsk things. HUAHAHA SERIOUSLY, I NEED TO WRITE THIS DOWN! HUAHAHA. xD what else? i have enough clothes, enough shoes, lots of good friends, i can have all i need and want. i cannot be greedy right? i need to thank Him for those things ;) He really nice, He cares about me evendou i always forget about him. sorry Father ;____; but u know deep inside my heart, i love u much much much! u're my Father ;)
but yeah XD we cannot have a perfect life right? ;)
maybe my family condition isnt as good as others, but still doesnt matter. as long as they love me and never abandon me. ;)

see? i really2 cannot hate this life. evendou i want to.
hidup itu ga adil! kata orang XD but yeah, klo hidup itu adil, dimana dung sensasi u menjalani hidup. XD trust me, have an easy life is no fun. xD
no challenge. LOL.

sometimes, people love to complain lots things about their life. xD
i know they have their own limits. and i dunno their limits. xD
but keep complaining isnt good for ur health u know. u shud thank Him for all u have.
liad deh sekeliling u. ga semua bisa seberuntung dikau kan ;)

gw sering bgt bayangin, seandainya gw skg bukanlah seorang virginia stephanie. gw bakalan jadi siapa? poor children on the traffic light? begs people for a lil money? and they cannot go to sch.
jgnkan sekolah di LN, bisa sekolah di impress aja mereka dah mati girang. ;)
see? my luck is good enuff, more than good actually.

so really, i need to stop complain over small thing. i need to learn how to appreciate all i have.
i need to learn how to appreciate my mom's efforts. i need to learn how to keep myself down to earth. i have my down time, ga selamanya gw bakal diatas bukan ;)

klo cuma bisa complain krn "duh, tugas gw banyak bgt, duh gw ko ga punya2 pacar, duh pacar gw mutusin gw! duh ortu gw ga pengertian, duh temen2 gw ga asyik, duh gw ga bisa belanja, duh gw bete deh sama si cewe kecentilan itu, duh gw males sekolah!"
be grateful dude. u cannot have all u want.

gw kadang sumpah lucu sama org yg suka ngoceh2 krn diomelin bonyok ga blh pulang malem
padahal., itu demi siapa jg? for ur goodness sake right?
kadang suka kesel ga dibolehin beli sesuatu.
padahal, u dah punya benda serupa segambreng.
kadang suka kesel krn ortu ngelarang punya ini itu, kadang suka kesel krn ortu strict.
i just can say, once again, be grateful. u still have PARENTS that willing to scold u, forbid u, etc.
it means they care about u. stop whining like a 5 years old kid.
grow up man! u will know how it feels once u lost em.

i lost those feelings since 12years ago. and i miss those feelings so badly.
and yeah, they give me freedom, but i dun like the freedom.
i want them to scold be for not be a good kid. i want them to forbid me to do something.
but yeah, sadly, they won't. they have their own life.

hohohohohoh.
gw nulis apa si XDXD yah in brief, i cannot hate this life.
this life is too sweet to be bitter. ;)

OK WATEFAK GW NULIS APAAN SEH HUAHAHA XDXD
*ga sadar dia nulis kaya gitu*

ok anyway, i talked about few things involving the boys with darlin, mom and manda yesterday.
i hope my bad feeling won;t come true.
cassie entered guiness book for a reason YEAH. XDXDXD

I KNOW THEY R B** AND I KNOW THEY ARENT AS N*** AS PEOPLE THINK.
BUT WHO CARES? I LOVE TO FUCK THEM SO MUCHIE ;D

GO DONGBANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!