Milk's Fckin World ;D

Updates~!

2012-01-04T19:01:00.000+07:00

finally, after disappeared to God knows where lol.

i've gone nowhere. here. just lazy to update. hahahhaa.

lots of things happened. i've moved to seoul. and pretty much bored right now. and it was snowing yesterday~

cause i'm bored like that. . .

2011-05-14T19:50:00.000+07:00

i copied this from facebook, but too lazy to post it on FB, but i wanna fill this up cause it looks fun, and my blog is practically dead, so why not? 8D

NAME: Virginia Stephanie Agustine Kurniawan

AGE: 22

BIRTH DATE : 26/08/88

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people in the right hand corner of the app then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = mineral water

2. last phone call = babyJ :)

3. last text message = mom.

4. last song you listened to = S.M the ballad - another day

5. last time you cried = yesterday cause my soft lens hurt like a bitch.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = no

7. been cheated on = yes =__=;;

8. kissed someone & regretted it = no, i love kissing.

9. lost someone special = yes

10. been depressed = yes

11. been drunk and threw up = yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Pink

13. White

14. Grey

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = yes

16. Fallen out of love = yes

17. Laughed until you cried = yes

18. Met someone who changed you = no

19. Found out who your true friends were = yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you = yes

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = no

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = i'm not sure, half of it?

24. Do you have any pets = 3 dogs.

25. Do you want to change your name = actually yes ;A; if i could!

26. What did you do for your last birthday = went to equinox for some good wines, and enjoyable dinner with friends ;)

27. What time did you wake up today = 11a.m!

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = busy playing NDS <3

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = moving to seoul this august!

30. Last time you saw your Mother = a month ago i guess?

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = none ;) i'm content with what i have.

32. What are you listening to right now = nothing ;A;

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?= yes tommy! hahahaha

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = that stupid bitch.

35. Most visited webpage = twitter, FB, Livejournal!

37. Nickname = Milk, Princess, Susu, Baby, Doll, and many more LOOOOL

38. Relationship Status = i'm suppose to say engaged, but can i make it single instead?

39. Zodiac sign = Virgo

40. He or She = he

41. Elementary = Tarcy 1

42. High School = Tarcy 1

43. College = Atmajaya univ, indo. MDIS, Singapore, and OCU, usa.

44. Hair color = blonde

45. Long or short = short

46. Height = 172cm and i wish i was taller by 3 cm. LOL.

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = none atm.

48. What do you like about yourself? = everything, i'm pretty narcissistic

49. Piercings = 10

50. Tattoos= 4

51. Righty or lefty= righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = uhm uhm, i can't remember.

53. First piercing = ears

54. First best friend = Kuntetttt. hahaha.

55. First sport you joined = basketball

56. First vacation = Hongkong

58. First pair of trainers = uhm uhm can't remember

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = nothing?

60. Drinking = mineral water

61. I'm about to = take a bath!

62. Listening to = nothing.

63. Waiting for = money rain LOL

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = ABSOLUTELY.

65. Get Married? = uhm, maybe?

66. Career? = i wanna be a public relation or fashion buyer ;)

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = eyes

68. Hugs or kisses = kisses (or sex, even better)

69. Shorter or taller = taller

70. Older or Younger = older

71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = nice legs!

73. Sensitive or loud = loud

74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship, or both will do.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = yes

77. Drank hard liquor = yes

78. Lost glasses/contacts = nope

79. Sex on first date = if he's hot, then bring it on LOL

80. Broke someone's heart = yes

81. Had your own heart broken = thanks God, i didn't have this moment.

82. Been arrested = no

83. Turned someone down = yes

84. Cried when someone died= yes

85. Fallen for a friend = yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = yes

87. Miracles = not really

88. Love at first sight = yes

89. Heaven = yes

90. Santa Claus = YESSSSSS and still do!

91. Kiss on the first date = yes, why not, it's just a kiss? ;)

92. Angels = yes

Emo.

2011-02-17T02:24:00.000+07:00

My last post it's on oct ;P but yeah nevermind.

i'm still alive, and kicking. i just lost my mood to blog. ;)

lots of things happened between Nov until now. i don't know whether i should say it's been good, or it's been a struggle to stay until this point? haha

went to USA for last classes on my univ life in SG, then japan for vacation with Jae, then fly here and there, cut the story short, i've been living off my suitcases for quite a while. you know lately, i've been feeling down. i don't know why but i don't feel like moving to another country anymore. i'm suppose to move to Korea, cause i wanna patch up my dream, the ultimate dream, and yes it's not related to fangirl's thing surprisingly. lol. but these few weeks, i've been wanting to settle down back in Jakarta. i just miss everything i used to have back in Indo, i realized that somehow i'm really really alone here. reality sucks i guess.

U.S life is really make or break trip. we found everyone's true colours. lol. now i can say that i'm close with my babies in class. one thing that i despise very much, why does good thing always happen last? ;___; i can't even enjoy these precious moments since it'll be gone the next second i blink.

other than those fun things, i still can say, i'm pretty much alone. i'm alone and lonely. i feel super lonely inside. i don't know why. ;___; i guess i just miss good ole' times. after this saturday's exam, everyone's going through separate ways, somehow i can feel the pang on my heart whenever i think about this ;'( yes, i dread this science's exam to the core, i want this to be over asap, but the thought of not going to class, hanging out at canteen with my babies, or just random visits to student office somehow sadden me. but yeah, i have new life waiting for me in Seoul. gonna move there in 6 months. i don't know what will happen. i enjoy surprises, but at this point, i no longer want to be surprised anymore. as i said, i just want everything i used to have back.

i really really feel emo. my brain fried.

anyway, i talked with my ex BF. the one i love(d) the most. yes even until now i still harboring a lil part of my heart for him. i don't know. he used to be my world. i passed my days with him glued by my side like a love sick puppy, but then next thing i knew, i was running away from reality cause i didn't have the strength to face it, then i lost him, it's one of the consequences i gotta face by taking this step that time. i really had no choice. haha.
but i can pretty much say that he still treasure me dearly, maybe is not as much as how it used to be, but i'm pretty much content to know that he still has the spark for me ;P (i'm selfish, i know that) we talked things out by BBM, then he admitted that he really really fell for his current lover. he told me, he loves her sooooooo much, and she reminds him of me, cause of her wittiness, bitchyness, and sarcastic words really can match up with me. then suddenly reality struck. and i lost at words. he's not the first guy that told me this.

am i really only worth to be remembered just because i'm sarcastic, bitchy and witty? don't i have other traits? as in the good ones. or am i that bad? =/ i don't even have a slightest clue on how to answer these questions myself.

see, being emo is not so good, especially when you're in the middle of finishing up your paper, and you haven't cleaned up the make up, crying makes your eye liners smudged here and there. =/ FML.

LIFE IS SAD.

keep in mind that i love you.

2010-10-21T23:53:00.000+07:00

what a joke. . . . (insert bitter laugh here)
don't promise something you can't fulfill. not now, not in this lifetime, not ever.

***

i'm having last module for my university life in singapore ;) after this i'm gonna move somewhere else again. happy!

okay, i had a talk with one of my best buddy in school. and what's wrong with people? a little affection DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE FEELING FOR THAT PERSON OKAY?
i'm a touchy person. i love to hug/kiss/whatever my friends. please do not take it the wrong way. =/
i don't like it when people misunderstood me. and FYI, if the person i want already in relationship, do you think i'm gonna go down that low and steal them? HELL NO.

i have enough people misunderstood me as third wheel in their relationship. seriously, just because your lovers were the one that couldn't control themselves, just because you loved them enough, you closed your eyes, and started to blame me cause you didn't have anyone to blame but your unfaithful lovers and your lame self? =/ for God sake i didn't do anything. what i did merely being a good friend okay. wouldn't it be weird that i stopped talking to them all of a sudden?

teach me how to act in everything then? if i be all shy & silent, you're gonna say i'm a stuck up bitch. if i be all nice, you're gonna say i try to steal your lover? FUCK YOU. =/

T__T

2010-10-19T22:35:00.000+07:00

i promised myself that im gonna update this blog tonight, but not gonna happen i guess.

i need place to rant!

mommy called, and basically asked me everything she usually ask on the phone. but the repetition of question irks the hell out of me. i don't know why, even the simplest thing from her can make me snap in a sec T__T and everytime it never fails to make me feel guilty when i replay everything after i end those calls.
T___T sorry mom. but i seem to lost my anger easily when it comes to talk to you T__T i don't know why. but rest assured, you're the most precious person for me in this world.

i'm sorry. . .

i hate this.

2010-08-20T22:34:00.000+07:00

what's wrong with these 3 days. totally not my day.

i seriously want to cry. this sucks so bad.

first, went down to the gym and found out my PT resigned, and he couldnt be contacted at all.
i paid thousands not for nothing okay. because of that i have to postpone my training session for about 2-3weeks.

then my mom instantly called just to check whether i'm going to gym or not.
she has been pressuring me to lost weight for these past few months, it's stressing me out, but i didn't tell anyone about this.
everytime she gives me a call, she always ask 'have you been losing weight again?'
and every time she ask then i always feel pissed off. can you please stop repeating the damn question just for once?
i hate the pressure she gives me. i know her intention is good. but i loathe it everytime she ask that.

it's finally taken it's toll on me. yesterday she called me. we were talking about winter clothes that i should buy. then she told me she bought winter clothes for me already IN SIZE MEDIUM. (about UK8)
i snapped at her, she thought i could shed 15KG within 2months? is she insane or what. i told her but she kept insisting that i should shed those KGs before my departure. i was so pissed off.

she kept pressuring me to not eat this and that, to take this and that, to do this and that. and started to compare me with my cousin who managed to lost 10KGs within a month. i hate being compared. i really really despise it, it makes me feel as if im not good enough.

i never talk about this weight issue to anyone. cause i simply don't want to. can i just live the way i want? omagah.

then just now, starhub cut down my phone line. seriously, is this even my fault?
they didn't send me any bill. nor they deduct any amount they need from my bank account. they just simply cut down the phone line. i can't understand this.

and my housemate told me i have package yesterday. she told me by SMS, then i assumed she took it from mailbox from me. this evening when i asked where's my package, she told me she didn't take it, she only saw it on mailbox. okay FML. then i went down with a hope to retrieve it, then tadaah~! nothing's there.
can this day get any worse than this? i have 2 packages there. and one of them i bought for my friend's bday present, and it cost me quite a lot money.

okay, i really really want to cry right now. this sucks. so bad.

i'm barbie-tch :D

2010-08-16T18:35:00.003+07:00

hellohaaaaaa~! XDDDD

long time no see. LOL. i think it's been a month since last time i published an entry here!
i have plenty of free time, but i spent all the time i have on going out and playing with my friends XD
anyway, nothing much going on in my life. seriously, my life is getting more flat. not that i complain XD sometimes i don't need unnecessary drama in my life. ohh, i almost forgot that i still have a dad! wahahah stupid me i know.
it's like i hadn't talk to him for a month, i didnt really give a damn about calling him as well. when he called me couple days ago it felt kinda awkward. *bangshead*

on a lighter note, i dyed my hair blonde! 8DD i seriously in love with my blonde hair! eventhough people keeps on giving me rude/weird stares on the street, who cares? but it got on my nerves last week when i went to airport, a bunch of idiots gave me head to toe stares. i only could glare back. seems like everytime people gimme a stare, all i do is glaring back. mommy said i look like a giant size barbie doll, some of my friends said i resemble a girl that partying too hard. fuck them =3='' i'm a nice girl. i don't drink, i don't smoke nor doing drugs. okay i drink, a little. LOL!

some pics of my blonde days! hahaha XD

with Jae~

and my pretty nails~! XD

end of this year is gonna be a busy month~! XD
will be off to U.S on mid nov, and coming back on mid dec. after that gonna spend Christmas and new year in Japan! yay~! *is happy*
i called mommy to inform her about the changes on Japan trip. she was quite unhappy with the idea of me spending new year time in Japan. but it's unfair. she's going to spend her X'mas on Deutschland (Germany) and she didn't allow me to go. =3=''' this upcoming hari raya holiday she's going to europe as well. ugh! she promised me to buy more Chanel bags as compensation. okay fair enough. XD

ohh vie, lina, nopa and MGP came for vacay on early august XD we went to malaysia for 3days only. thanks God i didn't stay any longer there XD and we paid universal studio singapore a visit XD it was so small =3= finished trying everything in 3hours. ugh! i might go to universal studio japan in osaka later. but not too sure since no more db hand prints there XD

me and Jae had brunch at wild honey mandarin gallery last sunday. the english breakfast was yumm! i wanna try their canadian breakfast next time. and they have the best earl grey tea! favorite~

***

goodies update~! XDDDD

chubee yunho photobook. this is the thickest yunho photobook i've ever had. and the small booklet is too cute! if you flip it fast, the contents will look like a movement from yunho XD

Goyoonho pbook! this pbook released back on april hahaha XD but i kept it at eunkyum's house in korea cause i kinda forgot to ask her to send it to me. XD

Jolokia 3rd book. bunny yunjaeeee~!

Marie claire magazine. i was lucky to snatch this copy. it was the last copy available on Gmarket. actually, i've stopped buying magz since last year, but i couldn't resist oppa's hotness on this issue.

evisu advertisement on random korean magazine hahahaha

Y.F.C goods, from HTTG premium event in japan~

J.Y.J Goodies~ XD

pibi's spring days! jae got this for meee. ahhh i love her SFM! 8D

evisu handphone straps XD

Evisu for nylon catalog XD

i think this entry is flooded with pics. O_o gonna end it here then~! hahaha XD ciao people :3

school, life and whatnot

2010-07-09T23:14:00.000+07:00

i've started my new subject : politics on monday :) the lecture is pretty decent woman named Dr.Hooper.
she has such an unique characteristics and i dunno, she's kinda interesting kind. the way she thinks i mean :) and we wouldn't have exam, rejoice to that! :D but practically the class got reading assignments, and reportings presentation every single day. she said we have to join the discussion to earn 20% credits from total points. but i could care less. i never joined any discussion nor i think im gonna join one. i can't be bothered. no, not because these topics aren't interesting. politics is my forte actually, it's just i can't force myself to enjoy the class when im not.

her classes aren't boring. i do love it. don't get me wrong. she's a nice woman as well. it's just since i started my last year, i've kinda lost my passion in studying. all my grades going down rapidly. yet i don't really give a damn. compared to my 1st and 2nd year, my grades this year ARE JUST THAT BAD. YEAH THAT BAD. period =/ i almost failed a class, and sometimes i didn't feel like showing up in class. ;'( some of my classmates are very nice people, and they're very helpful. i love them :) but i feel like grilling some of them on huge BBQ stall cause they're just irritating. 4 more days and im done with politics. i have 3 classes left before i off to USA to continue the classes there. then im done with my university life. yay to that :)
since i failed my 1st university - psychology, and nope, not going to talk about that. so YAY me. and yet im scared.

i never know how does it feel to go through 'real life' where you have to work, and mingle with the real society where friends can be foe. or vice versa. i always afraid that im not doing good enough. i always try to do my best, i never like it when i make mistakes. i know, living a life where you try to please everybody is not healthy. im trying to get rid of this feeling slowly. it works sometimes. and actually, when i know i don't give a damn about what anyone's thinking, i feel really really good. :) but i can't help it sometimes. LOL.

rant ends here since i gotta sleep :)

hehehhehe :D

2010-07-02T20:47:00.001+07:00

long time no seeeeeeeeeeee~! XD
i know its been a while since last time i've updated my blog. im lazy to update it T__T everytime i turn on my laptop, all i do is browsing, browsing, and more browsing.
i have lotsa things in mind to tell u, but since i kept forgetting to update this blog, i forgot what i wanted to write. *bangshead*

okay, goodies pictures first~! XD seriously, some of these goods arrived in may or april, i forgot. XD

Diya new book

evisu spring booklet

mini tins sticker (i love this kind of goods XD)

YJpetch 4th anniv VCD

and my nails~! XDD

you can see my manicurist link on 1st pic ;) go to her blog and make appt with her to beautify your nails :) seriously, she's good! im a picky person when it comes to pretty things, but i've been going to her nail salon for almost a year, and i can't be bothered to find other manicurist ;)

***

i opened my friendster account couple days ago. omg found so many old pics from highschool time. i seriously miss those good ole times so bad! T__T i miss texting the whole class about our teacher, and in the end, almost half of the class busied themselves with their phones, and no one paid attention to the teacher! hahahah XD or bought lots of snacks and sweets, and shared them with your classmates, and ate it sneakily when the teacher didn't pay attention. or skipped class to have fun in malls. not to forget, ran to the next door to borrow their textbook cause i was too lazy to bring mine XD ahh good times ;)

pics of myself~! hahaha these pics are 4-5years old XD

last pic taken when we had a farewell party for one of our friend in 3sos2 gank XDDD okay, that pic didn't show our complete gank, but nonetheless it was fun. we also had ritual to watch movie on monday after off from school XD fun fun times!

my new bag~! XD it's samantha tavasha inspired bag. i gotta get the authentic one from Japan later :)

narcissistic pic of mine :) i love this pic, but not the freckles! T__T i can say im a lil bit obsessed of having a flawless pale white skin! ;'( but i would never have that kind of skin, my skin will automatically turn red like rotten tomatoes when it faces direct sunlight, and these freckles that i have since i was a lil baby ;'( i did so many things from face cream, therapy, until laser tech to remove these freckles, none of them worked! crying a big river. T__T

anyway, life's good :) passed the most horrific subject already. but more to come. next class will start on monday. it's about america's politic! well, i do love politic, when it's about indonesian's politic, cause they're fun to know (cause of its conspiracy lol) but dude, im not even american? why should i take it? i bet half of americans don't give a damn about it. my bad of taking american degree then. T__T
and i've been going to gym for almost 2 months already :) trying to shed some fats in me! XDDDD but the result quite good ;) lost 4kgs, and 5% of my body fat already. yayyy!

i broke my Chanel's mint polish T__T i tried to fix the smudged polish on my right foot, then i forgot to place it back on my polish box, i went to toilet, then after that i jumped to bed. i think the bottle fell down cause of my big and heavy pink blanket T__T and when i tried to find it on Chanel stores, its already OOS. crying! went to Dior to get the similar one, but they only have pink and nude shades left. arghhhh T__T

I MISS OPPAAAAAA SFM BTW! and the good ole times, when i always spot 5 people standing together T__T well, lets not get to that point, or i'll become emo again. XDD

OMG I FUCKIN LOVE HIS SIDE PROFILE. #*(#$%^&*(%$%^&* (incoherent!)

hi there, the most gorJAEous prince in the world 8DDD

his face is so silly. i wanna pinch him sooooooooooo badddd!!!!

btw, i had a yunjae dream couple of days ago. it's about yunho and jaejoong getting married (AMEN TO THAT x1000) oppa became fat dude after getting married because unni fed him so well XDDD you know like those old farts with a super hot and sexy wify XD and my friend told me, men get the tendency to become fatter after getting married, cause of good life XD (does it mean if the guy is still skinny, they don't have a good life? *is confuse*) okay nvm, it was one of the best dream i had last month 8D but because of that, i keep picturing oppa as a fat guy whenever i see him. *faints* sorry oppa, but you still adorable with pooh tummy!

gotta end it here, have to sleep early today. gym practice tomorrow morning. ciao!

fuck you bitch.

2010-05-27T20:49:00.003+07:00

curly bitch's (aka my stepsister from dad's side) facebook status :

I love my dad.. He just like a hero for me.. Luv ya dad..

fuck you, he ain't a hero for me. i always feel unfair how good he treats this skimpy bitch. yet he doesn't even know that i hate green colour or i stopped eating durian since i was in elementary school.

i blocked her FB account already, but i forgot to block her on my second acc. stupid stupid me!

huh =/ i guess, it's like, HA IN MY FACE! =/

okay i admit, I'm jealous. i don't want to be jealous, who would? =/ but i can't help it. i seriously can't help it. even though i keep saying i don't give a fuck, my heart gives a fuck about it, my brain doesn't. brain and heart don't work well together in this case. FuckHerLife, FuckHisLife.

anyway, she broke up with her american boyfriend (bitch was fucking proud of him and she still is) and i found out later that the boyfriend is from somewhere in USA. it's a small town, full of farm. country boy huh? then why are so proud about it? you might be proud if you're boyfriend is a hottie named YunHo 8D other than that, you can fuck him like a senseless rabbit, and i won't give a shit about it. (cause dad told me about this bitch and her stupid (now)ex boyfriend when i met him 2 months ago during my stay in indo cause apparently this bitch wanted to show off) and she got to know the guy using ICQ. (OMG, WHICH CENTURY ARE YOU LIVIN IN DUDE?) and i guess they made a great couple ;P stupid country boy with kampoeng bitch! perfect. LOL.

P.S : i'm laughing like a devil i am cause her statuses showing that she's been crying non stop because of this ;P i had a good laugh. thank you. now it's time to block you again for the second time, bitch.

P.P.S : bitch ain't chinese, yet daddy gave her chinese name. Yu Mei Hua means pretty flower (Yu is my family name in chinese) and me? YU Qiao Qiao means wild grass. FUCK YOU DAD, ARE YOU KIDDING ME? SO SHE'S THE PRETTY ONE? I KNOW YOU'RE BLIND, BUT NOT THIS BLIN. LOL! oh sorry i forgot, Grandpa gave me this name not you, cause he wants me to be strong like a wild grass so i can survive anywhere. ain't like pretty flowers, your prettiness only bloom for couple of days before you slowly die and become ugly black rotten flowers! ROFL.

Rant of the month :P

2010-05-21T20:46:00.000+07:00

i dont know what the fuck is wrong with them.

school sucks. seriously suck to the max until i feel like cutting a bitch.
this Matthew Hamilton guy is my lecture for advertising + public relation ( my 2 favorite subjects all the time in mass comm! so yay!)
but too bad, this matt hates our class. fine, hate sounds harsh. how about he doesn't really favor our class? there better.
my classmate told me that matt was UBER UBERRRRRR SWEET at other class. and yet he's being a bitch that hasn't get laid for a year in our class. he was so fierce when we had our presentation day for advertising. and i don't give a fuck seriously about how he treats our class until today!

today when he passed attendance list around, i saw he crossed my signature for yesterday's attedance with a big X!!!!! it means i wasn't present at class. DUH, I CAME WAY EARLIER THAN HIM EVERYTIME. u know why he canceled my attendance for yesterday? coz i went out to receive phone call from my mom! and its only 15-20mins before break time!
you what makes me mad? my classmates often came in 40mins - 1 hour late, yet he didn't cancel their attendances. what the fuck is wrong with him? i didnt't cause troubles at class, i didn't tease him, i didn't even steal his underwear!!!!!! SERIOUSLY FUCK YOU MATT.

actually i don't really care if he canceled my attendance with REASONABLE reason. but this? LAME REASON ALERT SERIOUSLY. and with this i officially have 3 missed classes. GREAT JUST GREAT. so i couldn't proceed with the exam. and what? THIS WILL BE MY FIRST TIME REMODULING THE SUBJECT. i'll do it willingly if i have to remodule cause i can't do the subject well. but this? MY PRIDE MAN MY PRIDE.
and it's all about pride actually T__T and now those bitches back home will laugh at my fail. and they will start to call me stupid useless or whatever shit like they did couple years ago.

and this class is full of 2faces bitches. seriously. i don't enjoy being in this class anymore.
i just wanna go home, but i don't want to either. not after what happened sometime ago.

note to self : hang in there. half year to go then you're all good. :)

There is surely a future hope for you, and your hope will not be cut off. Proverbs 23:18
AMEN.

the art of being me.

2010-05-03T20:52:00.000+07:00

I am:
Happy. Sad. A good friend. Adventurous. Shy. Confident. Procrastinating. A male. Bored. Anxious. Clumsy. Sociable. Always punctual. Selfish. Intelligent. Funny. A female. Sarcastic. Insecure. Sick. Beautiful. Articulate. Loud. Kind. Even tempered. Honest. Short. Tall. Medium height. Proud of myself. Loving. Witty. Down to earth. Outspoken. Determined. High-maintenance. Pretty. Assertive. Organized. Selfless.

I have:
Brown hair. Brown Eyes. Blue Eyes. Curly hair. Long fingernails. Braces. Chipped nail polish. Long legs. Straight hair. A fringe. Long eyelashes. Sore feet. Freckles. Dark skin. Medium skin. Green eyes. Blonde hair. Dyed hair. Short legs. Red hair. Big boobs. Rosy cheeks. Wavy hair. Black hair. Small-ish waist. Tattoos. Piercings. Big ears. Short hair.

I love:
Flowers. Kisses. Summer. Coffee. The rain. Candles. Incense. Late night talk shows. Insects. Hugs. Attention. The beach. Chocolate. Music. Beanies. Harry Potter. Twilight. Facebook. Black and white photos. Sleeping in. Driving. Narrating my pet's thoughts. Opening gifts. Buying gifts. Halloween. Cute texts. Apples. Compliments. Country music. Hip hop. Sushi. Sports. Art. Singing. Seeing my loved ones happy. Surprises. Sunsets and sunrises. Skinny dipping. Horror movies. Simon Cowell. Family Guy. Garlic. Hearing somebody talk in their sleep. Being right. KFC. Abstract photography. Concerts and festivals. Tanning. Oversized t-shirts.

I would love to be a:
Police officer. Lawyer. Doctor. Teacher. Fruit picker. Mother. Greenpeace volunteer. Hippie. Groupie. Rockstar. Footballer's wife. Therapist. Singer. Actress. Diving instructor. Lottery winner. Company owner. Housewife. Nurse. Builder. Race car driver. Website developer. An inspirational talker. Music teacher. Artist. Chef. Makeup artist. Hairdresser. Restaurant owner. Homeless shelter volunteer. Fitness trainer. Vet. Radio show host. Band manager.

I like to eat:
Fruit. Vegetables. Fast food. Sushi. In bed. Rice. Sandwiches. Subway. Chicken. Cakes. Seafood. A lot. Pasta. Rice crackers. When I'm bored. Cheese. Ice cream. Garlic bread. Peanut butter out of the jar. Eggs. Lots of ethnic foods. Pancakes. Honey. Lunch. Bread crusts. Low calorie foods. Soy products. Gluten free products. Only when I'm hungry. Toast. Breakfast. Pizza.

I dislike:
Cold mornings. Baths. People dissing my taste in music. People in front of me walking really slowly. Having my personal space invaded. Cleaning. Going to bed early. Wine/beer. Religion arguments. Coffee. The beach. Rain. Children. Having my photo taken. Drama. Gossiping. Hip hop. Cooking shows. Drugs. Cats. People singing happy birthday to me. Selfish people. Social networking sites. Swimming. Snow. Eminem. Seafood. One word text messages. Awkward silences. Alarm clocks. Hypocrisy.

goadesssss. random english i know.

2010-04-05T18:09:00.000+07:00

helloha~! XD

goodies update. i got the goods since forever, but i didn't have time to snap the pics, and now i'm already on my holiday period! ;) so time to update. wooohoooo~!

Tokiwotomete Single ;) dvd version.

originally, i got junsu's card. BUT JAE GIMME THE YUNHO CARD 8DDD she's my favorite person in the world! thanksssss alottttt mandaaaa *kisses* seriously, i couldnt stop grinning for the whole night that day 8D thanks for being so amajjing, jae yah~!

Miniature CD single - stand by you

Best selection 2010 goods~!

^ring notes~

^sticker~

^clear files. Jae bought 8 packets of these, and only 2 packets got the black one! lucky me 8D

^plastic packaging + oppa's clear file x3

oppa's clear file from everysing ;)

Brochure from mu-mo shop XD

evisu calendar slash poster! seriously, it's HUGE 8D

^ calendar ;)

^ back side aka poster XD

^ fave pic! i love his side profile! i think it's no longer a secret that i have fetish on his side profile ;P

Cottiny ;)

the packaging is effin cute! pink polkadot. me loves it! i have yet to try the earrings. lazy =P

btw, i know about the news. and i don't know wahahha! ;) let's not talk about it x3 *is being in denial.co.kr

***

life updates~!

went to this cafe at 313 somerset with jae sometime ago XD because the swing chair inside is mad cute ;)

and to this restaurant at paragon. i think the name is akashi if im not mistaken x3 food is nice!

new nails ;) simple one.

and camwhore pics!

i seriously envy those people who have clear pale skin complexion. i love my freckles but not my red skin. feels like blushing all the time =3= so many people said i look like a steamed crab. damn them!

and i got this pic from photoshoot i done sometime ago ;) she came to pick me up from my place, and she saw my keyboard, and she wanted to take pics of the keyboard + my nails XD just to show a bit of my personality XD

i love my butterfly tattoo! it's been 2 years, and i still much in love with it ;)

not much thing going on in my life. but i'm doing good. helping jae to manage her dongbang's shop x3
do visit if you have time yeah :D
link : http://community.livejournal.com/dongbang_goods/

and i'm going back Indo on friday ;)

Happy Easter Day

2010-04-04T20:55:00.002+07:00

Thank you for the cross Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love Lord
Thank you for your nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious
High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

Goodies Galore~!

2010-03-23T15:10:00.003+07:00

i had these goodies since forever, edited them long time agoooo, and posting them now! XD laziness got the best in me D: and now, blogger have PA, just open up my archives if you want to see my past posts! ;)

now to the goodies ;)

Chubee 2010 weekly calendar

the girl is nice ;) we exchanged couple of emails until now, talking about oppa! ;) and i got one extra calendar XD will put them for sale soon ;)

the freebies - monthly card ;)

Everysing folder + sticker

and my fave pic on the sticker sheet! coz oppa is damn handsome here. oh my favorite gay man ~~in denial~~ in the world! 8D

DBSK Tins can.
i've taken a liking of collecting card in tin box like this! XD they're so cute :3 and see the sticker? oppa with ribbon!

Withyoonho Calendar set

suppose to send this to one of Yunho's winner contest. will do it once i go back to indo k? ;) and i forgot to put the handphone strap there! *bangshead* okay at least, i told you. haha!

and the sticker is hilarious XD you can see oppa sitting there and pouting ;P

Phoebe 2nd fanart book!

man i'm loving this one! better than the first time, thicker ;D and my lovely little JungJaeJoong is back! ;D

bonus card

she put this one for overseas fans. XD cute~!

2010 AirPort calendar

basically, it's a compilation of their airport pictures XD

done~! ;)

the bitches.

2010-03-19T20:56:00.003+07:00

helloha~

nothing much going on with my life here in SG ;) except, maybe it's better than how it used to be.
life's great even though i always get nothing to do when it comes to study week. call me lazy, but i am one. mommy will shed her tears when she sees my report card for this year. no A for the time being. and i doubt i can earn one anytime soon. XD sorry mommy. LOL!

but overall, life is pretty good. school is starting to get better. since now i feel i can mingle more with my classmates. it used to be me and eun kyum only. but some things changed. ;) now i'm more closer to thirza, maurice and jen. my bitches! haha. it's more fun this way. and i already talked about thirza right, that cool bitch lol *i'm flattering you here, you shud be more grateful* LOL! thanks to you three, the Hot, Awesome, and Lame ;P ~~i'm the fabulous, do you even have to ask?~~ my school life is a lil bit better ;) eventhough there are some bitches that seriously get on my nerves, but it alright. fight bitch by being bitchy. LOL!

Thirza and maurice, outside smoking. and we have our smoking barrier! talking about healthy lifestyle XD *gets whacked*

the manslut wearing my ribbon. now, we can start filming 'singapore's next top tranny' LOL

me at library doing project! i'm a clever student 8D am i not? okay fine. enough of self praising or you guys will puke anytime soon!

me and my favorite burger! haha XD

i just want to show you my big ribbon on my dress! hahaha

and princessie~ ;D crown is one of my fetish other than ribbon, but too bad, not so many crown thingy, even if there are some, they are so SMALL! T__T i like something big T^T

please pardon my messy hair, i just want to show my princess earring ;P

and see what Jae got for me? 8DDD *glompsglompsJae. thankssssss! 83333

and my new nails ;D pretty aite?

and here's the pics of 2 sleeping beauties. they always sleep at class! me also wants! ;'( but i can't off to lalala land on hard surface. poor me D: so i was bored and decided to took pics of random object at class while the lovely virginia busy explaining about how rolling stones changed lifestyle of american's teenager on 1960s. *dies

okay~
goodies post next! ;)

life and whatnot.

2010-02-28T17:58:00.002+07:00

finally, i finished my exam yesterday! ;D but dudeeeeeeee, the exam seriously is a joke.
that bryan guy never fail to amaze me. he's one weirdo creature, but a hot one seriously. LOL!
i really enjoyed his class, i wish OCU will provide us with more lectures like him. i never skipped a class in one subject (A BIG ACHIEVEMENT FOR A GURL LIKE ME EH.) except last day of coz, i HAVE TO skip coz of my flight back to jakarta. ;'(

okay, back to the topic. *why did i spazz about him eh* the questions were like a sick jokeeeee! spent so much time to study, and he gave us, 2 easiest question! whaaa ;__; not that im complaining, but i spend much time to study T_T i could use that to spazz about oppa instead. dies! ;'(

andddd, i need to warn u, this post is going to be a random one! with lots of pics, but don't worry it's bandwidth friendly ;P since i know loading a site with indo's SUPERB connection is pain in the ass. no, it's more painful than anal sex. oooooppps, i didnt say that! ;P

start withhhhhhhh~
YunJae wedding gath! 8D i wish. *dies*
it's Jae's + Oppa's bday party ;DDD i only took some of the pictures so u get the big idea how the party went on k ;DDD

Jae's bday party at urban kitchen - pacific place.

the cake is seriously cute and adorable! the icing deco is really nice 8D too bad i wasn't there to attend the party T__T

the cake is really jaejoong! trust manda to jaejoongiefied everything 8DD she's the best at it, seriously! and it's a compliment~ X3

now, strike a pose! ~.^

and jaeday's goods! ;) she made it. it's up for sale! and she still got a few left, do tell me if u want to buy it k ;)

if you buy the set, u'll get the card with KIMJAEJOONG name on it ;D it's my card, so it got my name on it. hohohohoho 8D and i like the LV print! manda changed it to KJ. as i said, trust her to joongiefied everything 8D

Yunho's bday party at urban kitchen - senayan city

i didn't prepare much ;__; sorry oppa, my bad! ;P

small gift bag for the guests!

so me right ;P pink with ribbon. buahahah.

bday cake~ oppa is dancing checkmate. ;P but i didnt ask for the girl background huaaaa T_T

i had fun ;)

***

now life's updatesssssssss!

i want to save my own money for the upcoming US trip from school T__T so i can spend my own moolah there. then i started to count how much shud i save since yesterday. just say i want to save $500/month. i have to cut down 5 new pieces of cloth every month, or 10-15times eating at restaurant. mommy said, i need to cut down on nail expenses. but i don't think i can do that ;'(
then i kept thinking i kept thinking! and i felt like cutting down expenses is really hard. GAAAHHHH *pulls hair*

a friend of mine said just swipe those credit cards i got. but it won't make any difference right =3= mommy still paying for the card's bills every month. gahgahgah. =3='' damn, i need to learn how to save the damn money then. I HAVE TO. I HAVE TO. HWAITING MEEE! xD *im on fire and don't mind me*

okay piccies~!

^ new nail art design, done on my REAL NAILS! yay finally ;P i don't extension anymore. buahahaha. and the background is distracting, i know. but admit it, you love it! ;P

^ classic nail art for pedicure, since not so many people are paying attention to toes. xD

^ the hardworking slash perfectionist girl, amanda! buahaha XD she such a perfectionist, even when it comes at wrapping up the goods! XD she kept going back to her room, and return to my room just to fix the flaw. she likes things to be perfect XD

that's my set of goods! wahahahah, she made the ribbon herself 8D finally, i got the limited edition of the goods. muach to my jaeeeeeeeee~!

me with the goods. yatta yatta~

^trying to act cute, but ended up making people puke ;P

^current profile pic for facebook, and I GOT PIMPLES THERE. OMIGOD I LOATHE PIMPLES WITH PASSION. =3='''

and time for some yunho's love! from oh boy's magazine. AND DAMN, BOY IS SO FINE.
KGLHLGHTG;GLEFGLRIUEGHEROIQA;FJ!!!!!
damnnnnnnnnnn. he's a major walking sex!!!!! 8DDDD me is drooling.

and my fave picture deserves a bigger space!

$#%^&^&*(_)(*&^&*()((*&^ T____T;;; --> i'm fangirling. yes, i am. LOL!

credit for the picture goes to DNBN, and tagged fansite ;)

with all my heart ;)

2010-02-23T19:57:00.002+07:00

okay, i finally downloaded this song yesterday. XD
after 3months i keep myself out from dbsk fandom xP *well, not really out, it's just i stopped catching up with their latest news/pics/vids*
i even haven't listened to break out wahahah XD

it all started when i went out with vie, lina, nopha, and mgp ;) we stayed overnight at sheraton hotel, then i slept at the sofa cause the bed was so small! and i didn't want to sleep uncomfortably, and the sofa was big xP lina left her phone outside, then it rang around dawn cause someone texted her, i never heard the song before, i thought i had a dream about jaejoong sang that song for me. *dies*

then i downloaded it finally yesterday! and i keep repeating it until now. ;)
how i miss 5 of them together. so, lawsuit, please end faster, and you 3, please return to SM soon.
i don't want to feel emo/mellow/whatsoever, so i better not continue about this. XD

it's really a pretty song 8DDD me loves!!!

With All My Heart ～君が踊る、夏～ (T/N: ~Kimiga odoru, natsu~)
(Lyrics, composed, and arranged by Shinjiroh Inoue)

Artist: 東方神起
Lyrics by: Shinjiroh Inoue
Composed: Shinjiroh Inoue

鏡に映った　掛け違えたシャツのボタン
Kagamini utsutta kakechigaeta shatsuno botan
Reflected on the mirror, the buttons of my shirts are in the wrong buttonholes

そんな些細な事で君がいれば良かったと思う
Sonna sasaina kotode kimiga ireba yokattato omou
Even with these little things, I truly long for you

逢えない時間が　僕らの愛を強くした
Aenai jikanga bokurano aiwo tsuyokushita
The time we cannot spend together has deepened our love

言葉に詰まるならそっと頬にkissをしよう
Kotobani tsumarunara sotto hooni kiss wo shiyou
If I’m at a loss in words, I’ll just kiss you lightly on your cheek

それぞれを待つ日々は　忙しく過ぎるけど
Sorezorewo matsu hibiha isogashiku sugirukedo
The days longing for each other quickly passes by

こんなにもこんなにもただ…
Konnanimo konnanimo tada…
So fast, so fast, only..

逢いたくて　ずっと君を思うよ… 心から君を
Aitakute zutto kimiwo omouyo.. kokorokara kimiwo
I miss you, My thoughts are always with you… from the bottom of my heart

もう一度　my heart 伝えたくて
Mouichido my heart tsutaetakute
Once again, I want to give my heart to you

君が呼べば　僕は行くよ
Kimiga yobeba bokuha yukuyo
If you call me, I’ll go to you

君のそばで笑いたいんだよ
Kimino sobade waraitaindayo
I want to smile by your side

ふとした瞬間　傷ついてしまった心
Futoshita shunkan kizutsuite shimatta kokoro
By mere moments, your heart may be hurt

ひとりじゃ直せない痛み　僕が癒したいよ
Hitorija naosenai itami bokuga iyashitaiyo
I want to comfort your hurts which cannot be healed alone

今逢えない時なら　ただ君の面影を
Ｉma aenai tokinara tada kimino omokagewo
If I cannot be by your side, I’ll just

抱きしめて　抱きしめてほら…
Dakishimete dakishimete hora …
Hold you shadow in my heart, hold in my heart, and…

どんな日も　ずっと君思うよ…心から君を
Donna himo zutto kimiwo omouyo … kokorokara kimiwo
All the days, my thoughts are always with you… from the bottom of my heart

もう二度と your heart 離さないから
Mou nidoto your heart hanasanaikara
I will never let go of your heart again

君が泣けば　僕は行くよ
Kimiga nakeba bokuha yukuyo
If you cry, I’ll go to you

君をいつも守りたいんだよ
Kimiwo itsumo mamoritaindayo
I want to always stand by your side

君が望むなら　全てを尽くして
Kimiga nozomunara subetewo tsukushite
If it is your wish, I’ll try every means

君の描く未来　永遠の夢を叶えたい I wish
Kimino egaku eienno yumewo kanaetai I wish
I want to grant your future, your eternal dreams, I wish

逢いたくて　ずっと君思うよ… 心から君を
Aitakute zutto kimi omouyo … kokoro kara kimiwo
I miss you, my thoughts are always with you, from the bottom of my heart

何度でも to heart 贈る　smile for you
Nandodemo to heart okuru smile for you
For countless times, to heart, I’ll smile for you

悲しくても　嬉しくても
Kanashikutemo ureshikutemo
Even though sad, or happy

君のそばで笑いたいんだよ
Kimino sobade waraitaindayo
I want to smile by your side

With all my heart
With all my heart
With all my heart

Find me, and I’ll be there for you
Find me, and I’ll be there for you
Find me, and I’ll be there for you

Source: yuulinajae @ youtube
Translation: smiley @ OneTVXQ.com
Special thanks: diana© & Lexy & xU & junsulv @ OneTVXQ.com
Credits: OneTVXQ.com

and yoochunah~ i thought you sang a japanese words at the end =3='''
all i heard : @##$%^&*&*^%$#@!@#$% there for you.
*bangshead*

another random post coz im cool like that

2010-02-10T23:57:00.004+07:00

i just finished my paper. seriously man, i've dropped out from psychology major 3 years ago and pursue mass comm just because i couldn't stand those things. they were interesting for me, but as time goes by, i realized you tried too hard if you want to completely understand how human mind works, u might know how the brain works, etc. but you'll always get surprised whenever you hear people's opinion.

and now, after 2 years of peaceful college life in mass comm, i've encountered psychology AGAIN. damn, i must owe psychology something in my past life. it kept haunting me. fuck. thanks God, the teacher is hot, similar with Dr.House 8D and the lesson never get boring with his witty remarks ;P okay im babbling. might as well stops here!

just wanna update some dbsk lovin. ;) and my room is in a mess. damn, I NEED MORE SPACE! but im lazy to move out. how ;'(

everysing goods ;)

honest comment : the face shaped note kinda creeps me out. buahahaha! and see the small note book? damn, oppa is damn GOJESS thereeeeeee~! *drools

YJloveBar

the card is similar to those kind of wedding invitations! ;P

AmourYJ

the quality of this set is really good for chinese fangoods. seriously, chinese fangoods quality sucks =3=;;; that why i rarely buy those fangoods from china unless i really want it until i feel like i must have it! MUST. which rarely happens anyway XD the quality is similar with those korean goods (which i love so much!)

some previews ^^

nice ;D

***

my new nail art!

i dunno what's the correct theme for this =3= all i know its cute! that's what matter for me. LOL!

^ complete with oppa's stage name + nail piercing. loves!

^ oppa's name ;PPP

and some camwhoring piccies! coz i had a good hair day ;P

don't mind the same pose i did. purposely did that to show off my pretty nails! muahahah.

P.S : will going back to indo on friday! ;)
P.P.S : might not update this blog until i come back ;P
P.P.P.S : I FAIL AT WRITING AND SPELLING GODDAMIT. i have to re-read the entries i've made and spot so many mistakes! grrr, but sometimes i'm too lazy to correct them ;P so yeah.

hello soulmate!

2010-02-03T00:50:00.005+07:00

okay this is interesting.

today is actually me - thirza's so called confession day! haha. i know it's lame. but we sort of confessed a couple of things we never admitted before. it was fun. lol. really. haha.

to tell you the truth, we're not that close. you can call us classmates or hangout-after-class mate ;P but not to the extend that she's my best-friend-omg-i'm-so-going-to-die-without-her. ROFL.
but strange enough, i feel like i can tell my problems, or just sharing stories ;) i feel comfy to tell my stories, and i think she feels the same way. haha. maybe? LOL. okay it's my homework to find out later.

and todayyy~ at class, Mr.Bryan asked us to choose one of personality disorder to be our topic for the 1st paper. so many personality disorders to choose from! hahaha. and enrique like moved his seat next to thirza cause we kinda asked his help to explain couple of things about the paper. i'm clueless okay? and not to mention i was late! ;'(
then me and enrique chit-chatted over small topic, and me, being me, always appear to be one narcissistic bitch (as usual ahem.)
then suddenly this bitch by nature aka thirza asked me whether i have a small world inside my head, where i made my own charas, planned out my own life, etcetc.

(oh before i forgot, that bitch by nature flashed her boobs to our lecture. ACCIDENTALLY. wakakak! for me it was like maldrobe malFUCKtion, and it seriously FUCKED HER UP. that was funny, when the-too-innocent-girl-until-i-feel-like-choking-her-to-death aka Jen decided to tell the poor bitch about how she showed off her goodies to Mr.Bryan! u shud see her face that time man, IT WAS PRICELESS. lol.)

okay back to topic, at first i sort of don't want to admit it, coz what's on my mind isn't exactly like that, but it's partially true. not quite actually.
and to keep the story short, just in case i bore you to death, we've found out that we got the most precious thing in common! *can't tell you what though. buahahahah.
she also told me how her besties called her freak and told her she needed help. lol. she doesn't need helps, give her what she wants in 'that little world' then voila! the world inside her head will be vanished in a blink of an eye.

okay, to be frank, sometimes, daydreaming/whatever you called it, can be a good comfort when you feel like real life is a bitch. it's a great consolation for your poor brain, and seriously, it gives you an uknown comfort you never know it exists.
it feels great until you can't leave the little world inside your mind. it's not that bad. i love real life very much, but whenever i have a major problem in my life, i always can't help it. that world appears automatically without any command needed.

i still remember vividly, i've been through a major depression because of family. parents divorced, they got remarried, they kept badmouthing each other and the great part is they sort of like brainwashed me to hate dad (mom) or mom (dad)
isn't that great? 8DD and my grandmother who i treasured the most that time passed away, followed by my grandfather. i lost the 2 figures i treasure the most, the one who brought me up, shits like that lol. and my school life wasn't good either. my bestfriends loathed me. family got money issue as well. whoa~ all came together in one go! hahahaha. then doctor told my mother, all my muscles showed sign of depression. at that time seriously, this little world helped me alot to find consolation. where i made my parents still together, no one died, school life was great, similar scenarios like that. it sort of like gateaway from real life (i refused to be called delusional, freak, etc etc LOL!) and it gave me a great comfort! yey XD

so i think since that time, i always can't help it but let this world appears once in a while.

and i found out today, that thirza that bitch also like that. hahahah! isn't it interesting? ;P

i still want to write more, but my muscles ache and im afraid to ruin my nails, so i better stop here.
and dongbang lovin updates coming soon! hehe~ ;)

side notes : I WROTE THIS COUPLE DAYS AGO. LOL.

massive pic spam is epic 8D

2010-01-30T21:38:00.004+07:00

hellohaaaaaaaa~ :3
omigod i'm so high this week! most of my oppa goodies already arrived!
yeyyyyyyyyyy.

so, dongbang lovin first then life updates! XD

i've sent all my goods to eunkyum ahjumma's house! then her mother sent it to me ;) thanks eomma!

YoonHostar - The Name

OMIGOD L;FMKGV;FJG;BED I FUCKIN LOVE THE PBOOK MAN. seriously, this is good! 8D

^whole set of the goods ;)

^planner ^^

^the pbook is this thick 8D me is one happy girl!

a lil preview of the book ;)

and guess what? i got single magazine! damn i wanted this magazine so much coz oppa is such a fine young man in this magz, but it was sold out everywhere within a day ;( but the admin gave this to me. i'm so happyyyyy~

PersonalYoonHo calendar ;)

^ dvd and calendar! they wrapped the calendar in one envelope. and it got oppa's message! 8D
ahjumma wanted to tear the envelope down, but of course i didn't allow. and she didn't get it why it's so precious. =3=''

^calendar set ;)

^pocket calendar ^^

^preview of the calendar ;PPPPPPPPP

Junggon goods

^ whole set ;D

^the cards! ;3

now for these 2 sets that i LOVE the most!

YoonHostar - YoonHo heaven. (it's really a heaven! 8D)

^ whole sets! eco bag + calendar + planner + cardcase + pocket calendar + photo + stamps in sparkling purple + stickers!

i didn't take much photos of the preview. i'm way too lazy xP

^inside the planner ;)

^ calendar ;DDD

WithYoonHo dramatic moment

^whole sets, the bong candy cracked me up! hahahaha

^preview of the white book ^^

^preview of the black book ;) they made it like a magazine! haha

^mirotic dvd! but i haven't watched it. =/

now some life updates! hahahaha

life's been a good. i'm not lonely anymore since my jae is here already ;)

and i went out with manda to celebrate jae's bday! wakakakak. made a self decorated cake then off to korean feast! ;D

^manda is busy decorating the cake XD i couldn't decorate it coz my super long nails ;'(

^tadaaaaaaaaa~! happy bday jae 8DDDDDDDD

^korean feast we had @ clarke quay XD food is nice. manda is crazy about the side dishes ;)

my new nail art! ;DDD the picture didn't do the justice of my actual nail ;( it looks so dull in the picture ;___;

and now, camwhoring pics! wakakaka. i cut my hair shorter! ;)

^shorter than previous hairstyle! so i cant wear big ribbon for a while ;'(

and one more picture with nice smile LOOL *that's what i thought okay.

and 2 dorky camwhore pics!

doneeeeeeeeeee~! hahahaha
*not in the mood to write a long rant ;PP

P.S : school starts on monday! sucks, this is the subject i despise the most when i was still in psychology major 3years ago.
P.P.S : Jae is having an exam on 5th feb. Good luck Jaeeeeeeeeeeee! 8DDDD

i rock my life like i rock ur momma's life.

2010-01-24T00:07:00.004+07:00

Life's been great to me these couple of days! hahaha.
my boring days is gone, since my jae already came back here, so i got my walking khaki again! yippeeeeeee. LOL!

okay picture first, story later! hahaha.

my jae just came back from japan! she's seriously had so much fun there. made me wanna go there. well, i shud go there. like seriously, i need to find some cute stuff and pretty boys. LOL!

look what she got for me! i seriously love her to the max, since she knows what i loveeeeee. muach from jae to jae! hahahaha.

^fake nails and cuticle oil. with ribbons. awwwwwww loves!

^this one is seriously super pretty and awesome! BIGBIG RIBBON. WITH FUR! 8D damnn, me loves it so muchie!!!!!!

^pinky candies ;) she said, other 3 members sold out! i need oppa's one for 'some events' but too bad it's sold out. but these 2 flavors r my favorite. haha!

i love my jaeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! *kisses

and xmas gift from sisca! ;) she sent it to me since last yearrrr, but managed to receive this last week since i went back to indo ;'( so i sort of gave her trouble for her coz she had to resent it. sorry girl, but i love ur present so much! thanks ;)

now, some dongbang lovin! ;D

new everysing goods~! i haven't asked jae to order these for me, but she did! omg, did i tell u, i fuckin love her? 8DDDD she's officially my favorite person since yesterday other than my brother and his wify! hahahah.

^ folder, his shirt supposed to be PINK! but stupid production team just had to change it to mint colour. milk is not happy!

^ handphone strap + card case ;D

^ plastic bag from everysing if you make a purchase. haha! i feel like a garbage bin xP

^ side figure poster. OMIGOD, MY BELOVED NOSEEEEEEEEEEEE! *jumps happily

^ jae accidentally bought this cardcase. i already got this, but i still took it. haha! *being greedy when it comes to him! xP* so i'm using this to keep my ez-link. i added hearts there! haha cute aiteeeeeeeeeeeee?

^extra picture of my ezlink xPPPPPPP

^ paradis tumbler. cuteeeeeeee~!

some narcissistic pics => coz i'm born to be one. ROFL.

^me with my superb ribbon from jae~! XD

^me and my cute eyemask for sleep! haha.

***

now life updates! hahaha.

it's pretty good. i managed to shop for couple of things, eventhough my purpose for yesterday's shopping trip was to get some clothes for CNY, but i ended up buying things i didn't need. blame those stores for selling cute stuff! i think i used all available amount i could use on mommy's credit card. she haven't called me for 2days, i think it's not that bad xP now have to make a good use of available limit on my own card for CNY shopping. no more buying unimportant stuff! *I WISH I CAN DO THAT. AMEN.*

i'm in love with skirts nowadays. i wanna be girly! my classmate, hailey said i'm girly. but but, my attitude is not girly, AT ALL. i sit like a dude, i bitch like a punk, i munch like i pig, i walk like a bodyguard. lots people thought i'm girly coz i always wear ribbons + wear cute clothes. haha! told ya, outer appearance lies! big timeeeeeee. buahaha. i shud learn to sit like a lady. =/

and i've joined wengsan's photography project. she's the winner of the 27th UOB Painting of the Year Competition 2008 ;) she's doing a project on BBWM. big beautiful woman man. XD a project to show people that being big is not different from those skinny bitches on the street. *ugh i shud start to curse less and less!
she said, we need to break that stupid stigma in the society about big people! she's going to hold an exhibition on esplanade ard july - august ;) so i took part as one of her plus size models. i just love to pose for camera! wahahahah.

the photo's theme for me is teenager's life ;) so on thurday and friday, i spent my day with her, taking photos. XD she took my photos on my room since she said she wanted to capture my natural life. and kept asking me to smile, i got a lovely smile she claimed. thanks doll, i feel flattered =) then after that off to far east plaza, taking photos of me on coffee shop. capturing on how i spend my day wif friends. she will tell me about next photoshoot since she's one busy woman! i'm quite free so i can try to fit in into her schedule. thanks for trusting me to be ur model babe! ;)

and i feel like saying this, being bigger than you, doesn't mean we're worse than those skinny bitches. like seriously, these bitches like to stare at you when you walk. ugh bitches, i may be fat, but u're ugly! =PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP i can't stand those bitches who give u a dirty glare while they're putting too much make up on their faces. FAKE.
whenever i go back to indo, so many people always throw me a look. i have no idea why! even my cousin said he didn't want to go out with me again coz i attract so many attention. fuck, did i do something wrong? ugh =/ i always say, i'm too fabulous for them! that's why they always look at me coz they ENVY me. bitchy much? whuahahahaha.

on the darker note, i'm walking on a thin string now. i might not feel tired, but don't make me give up. too much dramas. huh. everything is good, except my fandom's life.

i'm off to watch yunjae's dvd from yunjaepetch! i'm so lateeeeeeeeee! *dies

cause maybe you're the only one.

2010-01-13T00:27:00.002+07:00

Going back with you may be hard, but the thought of going forward without you is.... impossible.

ohlala~

2010-01-11T22:37:00.003+07:00

okay, first thing first.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK. ;p

i got lots things on mind that i want to spill, but immediately forgot when i was about to write it.
*bangsheadtooppa'schest*

*clears throat*
i've changed my blogskin! yahoooooooo~! isn't this skin a cutest thing evarrrr?
pink - checked
cute - checked
ribbon - checked
polkadot - checked

8DDDDDDDDDDDDD! awesome to the core dudeeeeeeee. so cute aite? like its owner ;p (read : me)

okay, i want to rant about one thing that has been bothering me since 2 days ago.

it's about the superior thingy O__o some of you may get the idea about what i'm talking about.
too much of being superior haha. i never approached someone, and boast around about what i know and stuff like that.
unlike someone i know. *cough bule keriting cough*
=PPP too much eh of being superior?
and I'M NOT AIMING THIS AT SOMEBODY. it just that i want to talk about it. no hard feelings k? ;)

and went to junying's place to do nails ;) and talked about copycat!
duh, copycat exists i knowwww. but its too much! there's fine line between inspired and copying someone.
inspired means you adore that someone, and try to give ur own feel to create ur own style! rather than copying that person literally.
it's annoying. i always try to think positive that ~~i'm too fabulous and everybody loves me!~~ maybe it's just a coincidence. but as time goes by, it just get on my nerve system. =/

oh yeah, speaking of copycat, i remember this lifetime enemy, lets call her as Bitch A.
this bitch A claimed that she got so many people copying her style. from the way she speaks, you may get the idea that she's totally awesome even ice cubes are jealous of her coolness. turned to be the total opposite ;P duh girl, think before you state something. it only makes people laugh at ur silliness. ~~i'm not complaining, i got a very laughable object~~
and this friend of hers, just call them bitch B & C. both bitches love to attack everypeople that badmouthing bitch A. eventhough bitch A totally deserve it ;P
heyhey girls, both of you WERE lovable and nice, but too bad, bitch A's ugly influences drag them to the hatred section of the world.

enough of the copycat thingy! haha.

i met my daddy last saturday, and i made him cried. wtf. i just stated something what i feel!
he lied about his stepdaughter's age. =/ he even lied about that stepdaughter's status. he told me on his early stage of second marriage that this curly bitch is his ~~slut~~ bitch's sister. fine by me. then couple of years later, he told me that this curly bitch is actually her daughter. i was like, ugh okay. =/
and last saturday, he revealed that this curly bitch is as old as me. =/ i was like huh? he always claimed that this curly bitch was 2 years younger than me.

i said to him that it didn't make any differences if he told me the truth =/ i don't really give a damn about this shit. it wouldn't change the fact that i wouldn't accept this curly bitch and her mother as my family. what for? call me heartless, but seriously, don't start lecturing me on this part.
and i told him literally to stop wishing that i will try to communicate with curly bitch regularly (i found out this curly bitch kept begging my dad to persuade me to talk to her, and dad also told me that she's really proud to have a sister like me)
well, thank you that i make you proud, but you don't make me feel the same way. ha! =/
he shed tears! whoaaaa, what i supposed to do that time? i had no idea, so i just ate silently. then i spilled what's on my mind. i'm a golden child, and no one could change that fact. sorry eh if i sound so arrogant and bitchy, but i have my own reason, so you don't deserve a chance to judge me! ;PPPPPPP

exboyfriend ever lectured me about this matter on the phone for 2hours! ugh =/ that jerk would never understand the way i think. =/

when i was in indo, i got all the privileges of being emo bitch almost everynight. whuahaha. maybe coz i was having my period that time. and all things just came through my mind, so my brain messed up.

enough ranting ;P

pics timeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!

nails nails nails!

^ awesome nails i had for Xmas 8DDD

^ my pink heaven

^ newest nailart! ;) milkylicious nails! since i love my name too much hihihihi.

***

Jae went to F21 @ GI, and saw this hairband, and called me immediately! haha
first, i thought the hairband was a bit too much, then i left F21. i came back on saturday with nov onni, and tried it on again, decided to buy! haha XD it's cute. love my jae for informing me!

and MGP's bday present. same deuk-kun bag like what oppa had! 8D

***

1AM! gotta sleep. meet up with schoolmates to do project tomorrow at bugis junction. ;( lazy to the max!

emo bitch is emo.

2010-01-09T01:27:00.003+07:00

Happy new year 2010! fuck, i guess, its been a month since my last entry huh ;(
didn't mean to abandon my blog, it's just i have so many stuffs going on at the moment. *sigh*

anyway, i'm having my period, so here i am, sitting in front of my laptop at 1.30am in the morning, and being an emo bitch right now. i don't usually have a PMS, but i have extreme mood swings during my period time. today is 3rd day, so pardon my emo-ness ;(

i'm in indo right now, currently enjoying the free moment i have to the max! haha. going out to meet friends almost everyday, makes mommy scolds me for the umpteenth time coz i don't pick up my phone all the time (my phone doesn't ring nor vibrating) xD it's great though. spent my new year's eve and the day after it together with my family, eventhough i felt bored at the moment coz i had no internet, and my blackberry was bloody retarded. but the more i think about it, the more i feel grateful actually. finally, i've spent new year with family after so many years i spent it alone/wif friends. so, sorry for being grumpy that moment! ;)

2009, such a great year, yet such a bad year all along. so many things happened, good and bad. so many things changed, good and bad. i guess i don't need to list out all the things or i'll bore you, trust me, you don't even wanna read that XD

and i'm not planning to talk about my boys though. you know what happened, you know what are going to happen next. you can predict it, it's just that being in denial is so much fun for u XD *sometimes i do too, but gotta be real. life sucks, it doesn't allow us to be in denial for some events* XDDD

so many shits happened on dec 2009. last month of 2009 which supposed to be my happy month turned out to be a total disaster, which lead me to the decision i've made. come to think about it, i used to be very proud of it, very much in love with that, and i always protect it with all my might, but i guess shits happened, and part of my world was crumbling down at once. it wasn't a big deal though. but whenever i think about it, i just feel a pang in my heart, call me drama queen, but i really do.
well, i may regret this in the future, or i may not :p all i know is, i just want to get out from this, and find some peace on my little world. but strange enough, it does gimme some comfort that i never felt before. odd huh?
i just never thought that, this will be the end of me. haha! XDDD

ohh i met with my exboyfriend though, the guy i USED TO treasure so much. i kept thinking to myself, that he's the one i love the most these past few years, and i DID. it's always been him. eventhough i got other guys on my side, it's always been him. we met last week, went out for lunch and catch up some things. he's still sweet as ever, yet so witty that makes me want to smack his head for his sarcastic remarks. he doesn't change, but i guess, i changed. ~~oh he's getting better at kissing though. LOL!~~ =/
i just realized, the sparks weren't there anymore. when he asked me to get back together with him yesterday night, i said no. isn't this the one i want for SO LONG? yet i said no to him. =/ he just gave me a dry laugh, then said byebye. he hasn't texted me until now. *and what do i expect?
to be honest, i feel quite happy, at least, i can have a fresh start though.
~~to tell u a secret, his soon to be girlfriend is one of TI's member! XD~~ and look at the bright side, he can have a new girlfriend again! XD he really didn't have any since he broke up wif me, only flings, coz he dreads to experience the same thing when he broke up with me. *and why do i sound like the bad guy here? i'm the victim, hello!*

i guess, 2010 can be a new fresh start for everything though. ;D

finish ranting off my feelings. i feel lots better! ;)

major spazz is epic.

2009-12-06T12:05:00.004+07:00

hellooohaaaaaaaaa~! *okay random greeting as usual*

i got couple of goods sometime back but laziness got the best in me, took the pics a while ago but just feel like posting it right now! XD

start with my pretty prettyyy nailss~!
damn, nail art is one of my biggest forte other than polkadot & ribbon right now. feels like can't bear to see my nails without nail art on it. XD

^ princess nails~ i love it so muchhh! its blinglicious ;3 crystal is girl's bestfriend xP

^ summerish nails! haha XD i know its rainy season now, but SG/Indo's weather is sizzlin hot all year long~! :p i love the fat fat fat crab there. omg so kuteeeeeeeeee~!!!

***

Hot movement goods by personalyoonho. DAMNNNN THE PBOOK IS EPICCC. EPICCC I TOLD UUUUUUU *can't push down my excitement everytime i flip through*
so many boobies and oppa's naked chest! *major drools here XD*

^ whole set xD

^ the cards. i think its around 60+cards inside. HAPPY.

^ my fave card! whoahahahahaha XD oppa's supaaaa flat butt! courtesy of being gheiii for God knows how long xPPP *runs

^ thick book is THICK! *smiles happily

^ fave pic of the book! wakakakaka isn't he so gheeiii here? 8DDD

^ the SUPERB poster! whoaaaa 8DDD actually it comes with 2 posters, but na ah, lazy to take the other one XD

YoonJaePetch DVD xD

^ haven't watched the dvd yet. will do it later~ xD

Everysing Goods :3

^ mousepads~

^ handphone straps~

^ Stickers~

^ newest version of mousepad. sorry for the bad quality T__T took it with yunhoberry ;(

EVISU winter catalog ;DDDDD
i still prefer the fall catalog though XD coz coz coz topless oppa is major spazz-able! 83

^ coverpart~

^ fave pages! coz his million dollar smile is to die for, and his side profile is too awesome for a glass of vodka 8DD

Random pics~ xD

^ making an ugly face! hahaha.

^ my new oh-so-adorable-mouse! i added the wings myself. and isn't it pretty? X3333333

***

went out the whole night with jae XD midnight movie and then explored the other parts of SG with NR bus XD haha. i was so excited to see the grass fields, HDB blocks, and whatnot! haha. Jae kept giving me sweat-dropped look XD came back home around 4.30! haha

its really really beeeenn a while since last time i came back home in dawn time! i remember last time i did that when i was in highschool. omg, i'm a nice girl right now. see how much i've changed?
*gets whacked*
wahahahahahahhahaha!

class starts next week! and damn, i have one presentation, and the class sched isn't friendly to my sleeping time! 8.30 am in the morningggggg whoaaa!!!
thanks God the class will be held in Orchard's campus or else i might skip so many classes and it will give a BIG BIG FAIL on my report card. it's not the pretty sight i want :ppppp

i'm starving, and gotta run to orchard to find some book and mail out my dildomates's bday gift!

photography meme!

2009-11-15T21:12:00.002+07:00

i'm bored to death =/
i took the photos couple days ago but didn't have time to post it XD since im bored, might as well post it~ wakakakakak

photography meme from LJ! ;D but my LJ has been inactive, so better do it on my blog. XD
list of photos :
- View from your bedroom
- Favorite books
- Favorite place
- Favorite clothes
- Wardrobe
- mobile phone
- wallet
- Fandom goodies
- Random collection

okayyy~ that's the list i got from LJ haha! now onto the pics ;D

View from my bedroom~

it's kinda dark XD i took it in the middle of the night, ard 11pm haha! a view of chinatown and part of raffles place just in case you can't see the pic clearly ;)

favorite book~

i really really want to be a news reporter someday ;) and this book is so much fun!

fave clothes~

my fave piece AT THE MOMENT. XD i don't have a particular favorite clothes, since i love all my clothes! 8D but this one is so cuteee~ and i'm in love with this mini dress :3

Fave place~

my laptop's desk deffo! haha where else? 8DDDDD

wardrobe~

pardon the messiness eh? :p and not so many clothes there since i cleaned it up couple days ago haha. and i need to bring the unwanted clothes back, but it reached 3 big suitcases. howwwwww T__T;;

Mobile phone~

my pinkiiebabiie and yunhoberry ;DDD

wallet~

Juicy couture is juicy~ yummm 83

Fandom goodies~

it's a hassle to take pic one by one, better capture it all in one go! hahaha
this is where i dump all my fandom goodies, sorry for the messiness eh? ;(

Random collection~

everyone who knows me must be aware that I FUCKIN LOVE RIBBON TO DEATH 8DD my ribbon collection! from hairband to hairpin ;) its not that much T__T my dream is to have one big glass cabinet full of ribbon from different sizes and motifs 83

donee~! hahaha

nailgasm + yunhoster~!

2009-11-10T22:40:00.005+07:00

oh maaannnnn
i've been a nail art addict since 8months ago haha! now now i can't even pass a day with my nails naked. i feel so weird if my nails r naked aka no extension on! ;( and i rarely take off the extension since i couldn't stand the acetone to soak it off xPP

couple of my previous nail art. from the oldest to the newest ;)

^buttons buttons 83333 well, i got a new hobby. sew my oppa&unnie's undies! wakakaka, so whenever i need to sew their undies and run out of button, just need to take it off from my nails. ROFL.

^ seriously, this one is too simple. ;( don't really like it, but couldn't stand to see my nails naked after infills that time, so just did the fast one. ;( this one only lasted 1 week! hahaha

^ actually this one is simpler than the previous one, but the big big ribbon covered it all! hahahaha. im so fuckin love it.

^ THIS ONE IS SERIOUSLY AWESOME. i did this on my new manicurist. seriously, SHE'S GREAT!!! 833 everyone who wants to know her contact can ask me on facebook ;) i don't mind sharing her skills haha 8DDD *see, damn i'm so nice! ROFL. but this one is seriously pretty. zomg.

^ result of pedicure after school ;) done this at nails alley, their skills quite good, but their price is way too overpricing. haha! but i dont mind paying more for something pretty. better than i pay less for something ugly =PPP

^ my current nails!! this design is superb! it attracts so many attention from stranger wahahaha. i'm into craze nail design that really steals the spotlight lately xPP man u know i love attention. ROFLMAO! so many people like asked me how do i maintain my nails. im used to it. so not really big deal for me XD except the part i need to scream for help if i buy canned drink xP

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everysing passport case + luggage tag.
ughhh oppa's colour for everysing goods is green. WHY GREEEENNNN T___T
i want the pink colour! ;( but the pink one is chunnnnn. ;(

hologram luggage tag! ;)

^ hello handsome~!!!
i remember one funny story when i went back to indo last month. haha! qatar airways staff approached me to give me luggage tag with qatar logo in it. i refused politely and showed him my luggage tag [YUNHO DUDE YUNHOOO~!] then he said i better take it so i wouldnt lost my baggage. and i kept repeating that i fuckin got one. in the end, he got on my nerve than i whispered, why do i have to change my pretty luggage tag with some random tag with goat symbol in it =__= UGLY~!

the passport case, its too long to be passport case actually, it got schedule book inside. to write down ur flight sched maybe? LOL.

***

pardon me on this random pic, but i can't take it. this one is too pretty~!!!! the picture is a lil dark, so couldnt capture its real prettiness! ;( my yunhoberry's camera is retarded!

and speaking of yunhoberry :p

i haven't finished my assignment yet! heck, i even haven't started to work on it. wakakaka! man, i'm hopeless. ROFL.

mood swings, hello~!

2009-10-31T18:26:00.005+07:00

soooo, my period is coming real soon. but doesn't matter though. i rarely have pre-period mood swings. XD but what's with a sudden mood swings since yesterday T__T

but i've been thinking the thing that i shouldn't think of. =/
it's been 2 years since i moved here. time flies so fast eh? it was fun at the beginning, new places, new people, new culture, but as time goes by, i don't feel like continuing it anymore.
i dunno why, i've been thinking about this since yesterday. but i know i shouldn't. a year left and its all done, i guess i just need to hang in here for a while. ;)

but if i really stop it right now, i dunno what shud i do also. like 2 times got into univ and 2 times fail in the end isn't really a pretty image i want to experience in the future xD it'll make me look like a biggest failure in the family. xPPPP and not to mention im so gonna give mommy a big headache and hard time like last time. haha. *dies*

feel pretty lonely lately, i am lonely though. like something missing. dunno what, guess i need to figure it out later eh? XD

exam on 14th nov, i haven't finished my assignment =/ laziness got the best in me :p i still have like 2 weeks time to complete it, and not to mention i'm completely clueless about what to do, how to do and the additional stuff. aaaaaaaaa. this subject isn't that hard, but the lecture made it harder to learn, since all the time she kept mumbling to herself, and laughed at her jokes. ROFL. not cool~!!!! guess im going to be busy going back to library next week. xP

i feel like calling mommy and cry though. =/ but once she picks up the phone, i'm not going to blurt out the things i wanna say. confirm~!!!! =______=''''' stupid mouth and daughter pride! ;( and i aware of the truth that she doesn't know me that well. (beside the fact that she's completely conscious that i spend a lot of money =___=) can't blame her though, we didn't spend enough time together. and she loves to create the image of the 'real' me everytime we talk. like when i complain about something, she keeps saying that i can do this, i can do that, i'm able to blablabla. in fact, i can't and i need help. its a burden sometimes. i guess that's why i never able to tell everything to her. daddy? daddy is completely out of question. he always mention that i'm no longer a little girl he knows. =_____='''

okay enough of the rant XD i hope this gloomy mood can go away SOON, as soon as i blink my left eye. xDDDDD

P.S : it's raining heavily! ;( afraid of the thunderstorm outside ;(
P.P.S : have a feeling that someone hates me, but can't figure out who. it's a feeling. LOL.
P.P.P.S : going to morning church tomorrow~ afternoon church is fun too, but too many weirdos, can't find peace at all. xP

Goodes fantics!

2009-10-25T16:41:00.002+07:00

got some new goodies for quite a while but didn't have time to post it. T__T
now im totally free like a bird until early nov! :DDD

TSC DVD, bigeast ver. ;) got a replica of tokyo dome pass as bonys. XD

Oppa figurine from omotesando goods~ *did i spell it right? XD* the figurines didn't resemble the person much xP *omg what did i expect from a figurine. real person is the best~ oppaaaa *333

mini CD keychain ;) its a replica of top 10 best selling singles from THSK xD vie paid these babies for me as my bday present. thanks vie!

Shanghai Goods sticker ;) oppa in pink! im one happy girl 8D and oppa is adorable~ x3

The binder~ oppa + group binder! ;D

^back parts~

^front parts~ ;D i love unnie's shirt! cute 83

Pinky candy - alaska mint [Yunho]. onnie went to Japan a while ago, she bought this for me~! she bought alot of pinky candies for us dbsk fans hahah! onnie~ u're so nice x3 *kiss ass.com* wkwkwkwkw

^i can't stand the taste. the mint taste is too strong for my poor little tongue T_T

EVISUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~!!! paper bag + calendar/giant poster. the poster is huge omg fjgikf;;obhisrp'dgpbhjdjhj~!!! oppa is freakin sexy there x3 evendou the picture isnt my fave pic but who caressss. as long as i can see oppa bares it all, i don't mind! whuahahaa

^the quality is very good and thick!

^the poster is hugee 8D im happy~

^ the calendar XD my fave pic is the 1st picture from left, upper side. NICE~! thinking to use that picture for my blackberry's cover XD

***

NO LIFE UPDATES~! xD

P.S : OPPA SUCKS~!!!!! *gets whacked*
P.P.S : i'm praying. God, please make oppa's dick become smaller, so he'll lose his most adorable pride. ROFL.
P.P.P.S : go unnieeeeeeeee and ciciwwww~!!!!! *waves bikini to them*
P.P.P.P.S : i'm craving for chippy's sausage! went to FEP after church today, but the Q was mad long~! decided to go home then ;( im starvinggggggggggggggg. T__T

quizzes~

2009-10-10T22:44:00.002+07:00

Manda showed these personality quizzes XD i'm bored as hell, and decided to do the quizzes.
it's going to be a massive long entry. 83

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
^ it's true partially. basically, i do like conflict wakkakaka. as long as i'm not involved, bitch fight is so much fun. xPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
^ damn, smart guys turn me on so baddddddddd~! 8D i don't need the looks if he has brain. but if he has a good look outside a smart brain, its a bonus for me though. xP

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
^ whuttt? i'm afraid of commitment dude. =3=

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
^ flirting is fun xP btw, admirers are sometimes annoying to the max.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
^ being smart is undoubtedly important for me. don't want to be a bimbo. do you?

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
^ rightooooooooo~! 8D i got so many dreams, but dunno whether i can achieve it or not. hopefully, i can make it happen at least half from my long list dreams. haha.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
^ but too confident sometimes can kill your career. xP

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
^ aaaa true wakakakak. but im not trying to hard, only to some people though. *is honest

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
^actually, im quite predictable in some things XD but i have a terrible mood swings 8DDD *like unnieee wakakakak!

***

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
^ i'm not a serious person O__O i tend to move alot and joke around, and i love being a clown! ugh. this test sucks. xDDD

2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
^ well, i do care some people feelings XD not all. isn't it tiring to care for all people that you are not close with? =/ hahahahah~! but i love all my close friendssss 8DDD

3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
^ secondddddd this. so me! hahaha XD but sometimes, too cheerful also not good for urself. people rarely take you seriouslyyyy.

4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
^ i speak what's on my mind, but sometimes, i feel lazy XD

5. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.
^ ugh =3= if my boyfriend thinks like this. the guys seriously asking for some dildo up to his ass. *is evil XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

***

Life & Your Sweetheart

well, i filled this myself based on what i know about the guy i used to love the most. hahaha XD my first ex boyfriend. 83 ~~and yet, i still miss him sometimes though~~

Your man is a lot of fun to be with. His talk is charming and because of this he always seems to be surrounded by girls. You'll just have to live with this and not let it bother you. If you let him know you're jealous, it's likely that he would turn his back on you without too many second thoughts. To be with him, you have to give him plenty of room to move, trust him, and allow him to be independent. You should also remember to be independent yourself. He enjoys going out to parties and likes you to have fun along with him too, so make the most of his love of life.
^ the first part is so true =3= even after we broke up, 2 of his past girlfriends (they broke up already now. he's single 8DDD) sometimes texted me and told me some unpleasant things =3='' anyway, i give him too much room i think, since i'm not a caring person XDDDDD

***

Cinderella

You will never expect to control your boyfriend or husband. Your boyfriend and you will take turns to make decision and the decision is often acceptable to both of you. Whatever you want to let him know, you can just tell him straightforwardly. This is a good relationship, a pretty modern one.
^ ahh just my style of relationship 8D

***

Your Hidden Talent

You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.
^ aaaa my newest dream job is there~! news anchor 8DDD

***

AND I'M SERIOUSLY BOREEDDDD. hahah
class is over, and i smell holiday~! 8D but as usual, bored to the core =/
i don't have something interested to tell though. life's been sooooo flat. too flat until i found it uninteresting anymore. huhu ;(

Jae <3

2009-09-25T19:44:00.002+07:00

Jae for my Yunho [aka manda] gave me this as bday present 8DDD
evisu booklet and asta TV magazine ;) seriously, evisu booklet is hot! *drools
full of oppa's hotness. awww oppa is hot by nature :p

~~and i could catch a glimps of Taecyon on the magazine whuahaha~! what a bonus. :3~~ I LOVE OPPA MORE btw 83

^ this one is fuckin cuteeeeeeeee~!!!! omg i love unnie's expression and oppa's perverted face. whuahahaha. yunjaeeee loveeeeeeee~! 83 [milk is one happy girl]

thanksss alotttt mandaaaa =D *kisses*

***

SCHOOL SUCKS.
damn, i just received an email about PRE-ASSESSMENT FOR THE UPCOMING MODULE. and i was like wtf? =/ we haven't even learned a thing on class yet she asked us to do some assessments! and i read through that, actually i understood huahahhaa. i've learned this subject when i was pursuing my psychology degree 2 years ago. [its on hold btw XD] but seriously, i'm lazy to the max! not to mention she gave us a list of homeworks. i feel like dying ;____;
MY FREE TIMEEE. NOOOOOO~! *cries my heart out*

oh on the brighter note, life's been great! ;D i'm in love with House M.D series~!
man like Dr. House is undoubtedly sexy and turns me on =P he's brilliant, witty yet funny, and amazing! smart witty man is such a major turn ON for meeeeeeeeeee 8DDDDD

P.S : daddy went to Germany to visit my grandmom on lebaran's holiday period. Aunt off to Switzerland, and currently BBM-ing to tell me how fun her trip is. [milk is not happy] and yani onnie just texted me that she's having fun in Japan! ugh JAElous ;( ;( and u know what mommy's brilliant idea to spend xmas holiday? she's planning to bring a whole family to SG. i was like WHUT WHUT WHUT WHUT?!!!!! after that she wants to continue the holiday to German [again. *sigh] no way i'm gonna follow her holiday plan. i got my own plan! *is thinking to runaway*
P.P.S : onnie promised to bring gheiiboii from Japan for my gift! whuahaha. [at least, a stack of porn gheisex DVD onnie yaaaaa~! i'm gonna zip my mouth] whuahahaha.

tralala trililiiiiiii~

2009-09-20T15:21:00.004+07:00

hellohaaaaaaa~

seriously, life's been boring! ;( nothing interesting happened. and i miss my boys so much! DX
when will this lawsuit end? nobody has the answer :p its alright, i'm a patient girl :p so i don't mind waiting XD and as micky said, Keep the faith. [yes i'm keeping my faith, but not 100% since i can't really trust u chun wahahaha!
[its still fresh in my mind what u're doing to J2J =PPPPPPPPP]

okay okay, enough about the lawsuit, don't want to spill anything anymore. LOL! :D

i passed my 1st exam on degree year! wohoooo~!
its not as hard as i thought it would be. damn, why should i spent hours on raping & licking my textbook then? =3='''''''''

anywayyyyyyyyy~

see my bag? its cuteeeeeeee aite? ;) i bought many bow pins and put it there! wahahaha.

^ its the cutest thing ever! wahahaha 8DD [damn, why am i so awesome? ROFL]

and jaeeeee bought me this :D [yes manda is Jaeeee for my yunho wahahaha!]
she has the jae one, and she gave this to me ;D oppa is so cute there! :p

^ newwwww couple cellphone charm! yahowwwwwww~! 8D

and, i dunno what's with sudden hatred towards TI's staffs? :p
girl girl, seriously, what's wrong with ur brain? is it stop functioning and become FUCKtioning? ROFL. [i'm so funny. yay.]
just face the truth, u're not a best person out there! its just a critique to improve yourself. why don't u welcome with open hands? no, im not asking you to accept the critique. u may ignore it if you want to, but at least, appreciate what we do, what we have. we're not angels who can fulfill everybody's wish. isn't it tiring? to please everyone that i don't even know! [it'll be over soon anyway 8DDDD]

and then, you have your sissy friend to attack one of the staff on his siggy. oh c'mon be a man and show me that u have a dick! not a freakin banana inside ur undies. why would you insult someone on ur siggy? ur action is what every highschool girls do whenever they're on fight :p or u prefer to have a bitchfight insted of fist-on-fist fight? ROFL.

*shakes my head*

***

and i wrote this like a month ago! wahahahah XD its about another bitch :p i feel like posting it up! XDDDDDD

LOL GIRL!
HAHAHAHHAHA
YOU MADE ME LOL SO HARD. Thanks for the nice laugh.

all thanks to ur stupidity and ur so called smartness [contradicting much? ROFL] 8D HAHAHAHAHA!!!
never met someone this stupid and pathetic before.
even if he's not like that, HE WOULD NOT WANT TO GET INVOLVED IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH U GIRL. hahahahah!!!! [who am i kidding here?]
*is laughing like a madgirl ;D
to be honest, i pity you :p may i sit here and waiting for the upcoming bitch fight? XD no, u're not a bitch. but you act like ONE. xD

well, wanna hear my not so important advice? [friendly one XD]
don't lie to yourself. ;) that's all. and please face the truth. i know the real truth haven't came out YET. but it will, someday. i have no idea when it will be. but, if you really love him, give him some credits he deserves. i'm not forcing you to like it. no. you have ur own choice, just, LEARN HOW TO APPRECIATE k? ;D

being a youngster is not the right reason to act immaturely. *sigh*

anyway, thanks for the good laugh XD haven't had that for past few days. ROFLMAO!

n to the o to the s to the e =P

2009-09-13T16:15:00.002+07:00

8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
this is what i call with perfect nose.

[dang, why do i feel like breaking it?]

;D

2009-08-23T23:29:00.005+07:00

hellohaaaaaaa~! XD

its been a month since my last update, but who cares? :p i don't have something good to write.
anyway, i've said that life's been flat, can i take that back? =3= so MANY things happened lately. whoohoo~! thanks to my strong heart, that i could take those things calmly :p

school starts soon! YAY for that ;D i almost forgot that i am a student. 8D [yeap, a good one, and don't you dare to protest bitches!] it means, less fangirling for me, but that's cool ;) i got plenty of holidays though XD i've emailed Mr.Ethan, my new coordinator for degree level, and he gave us our first subject's schedule. but being a smart girl [that i already am] i told him, i'm going to go back to Indo on 2nd week of September [which is true] and i told him, i have to attend my an important family reunion :p then he sent me a full schedule until october next year! whoahahahaha. i have lots lots lots of holidays! yayyyy for that 8D Hallelujah! *throws heart confetti*

but anyway, the schedule sucks =/ i only have to go to school for 9days + 1 exam day in a month. the rest? as i guessed it right, STUDY WEEK. gah!!!!!!!!!!! *is planning so many things to do on her so called study week*

i still a lot alot to say but im lazy to write. ugh, i miss talking to my unnie! gotta call him soon =PPPPPPPPP

anyway, piccies fiesta~!

starts from DBSK goods ;DDD

shoyukotooooooooo~! it arrived like couple weeks ago, but being a lazy bum as usual =/

AADB 3 - i got the poster as well, but but but i've put it on my poster box already, now im confuse which is which =3= *bangshead

purelove's yunho pbook XD - i alr got the jaejoong one. gotta make it yunjae. no? 8D

and last, Everysing goods! awww, im so loving the hologram book!

^consists of : 1 green folder , 1 green notebook, 1 hologram notebook, 3 card cases, and 1 mug. haven't completed yet~! still needs to buy the mousepad, handphone straps, posters, cushion, and scarf. but don't think im going to buy all. im pretty broke. ugh ;(

the mug ;)

and my fave hologram notebook!

^ can't see that handsome guy called yunho clearly right? ;(

bend it down a lil bit.

^ tadaaaaaa~! hey there sexy. *waves*

anyway its kinda random~ hahahahah

eroYJ dvd and my nails XD

^same colour and pattern right? XD actually, i made that pink french tips coz of that dvd. never knew that black could be good with baby pink :p [well, dont blame me, I NEVER WEAR SOMETHING BLACK, and i don't like black :p doesn't suit my image well huahahahahah]

****

my latest nail extension design ;D

and i took it off 3days ago. needs to rest my real nails for a while, or it'll turn yellowish ;(

^ so short ;( but its SO COMFY! wohoooooo~! finally i can type easily again :p but still need to put the extension back next week. this nail biting habit is killing me.

this is not my hands! vie's hands :p i did this for her when she came to singapore couple of days ago wahahahahha.

ohh, i made a new tattoo ;DDDDD

^ im so loving this design! anyway, its F not J or Z =3='''

after 2days, it became swollen ;(

its on recovery state right now! wohooo, 1 week to go to have a beautiful tattoo~ 8DDD

i'm sleepy, gotta run to bed now! cya folks ;D

new layout!

2009-07-27T15:53:00.004+07:00

i just changed my blog's layout XD brighter than before right? hahahaha
XDDDD
anyway, i removed my tagboard, since not really fancy tagboard ;D
and i dont link people also ;) so sorry about that ^^

anyway~ im bored =/ this long holiday is killing mehhhh~!
i have nothing better to do except shopping & surfing through the i-world!
ugh ;__; 24th august, please come faster T__T;; im afraid that my brain is dead alr. hahaha!!! and i don't have something interesting to tell also. ugh. life sucks =/ but i love it ROFL.

oh i just remember, i was very angry at one MONKEY =/
seriously, i felt like shoving my fist into her mouth so she could SHUT THE FUCK UP.
she has no idea what we've been through. and yet, she tried to teach us how to roll. i was mad. and STILL MAD at her.
well, welcome to milk's black list, and enjoy ur stay there! huh =/ ARGH EVERYTIME I REMEMBER HER, I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING SOMETHING ;__;

madmadmadmadmadmad! call me childish for getting furious over this problem.
but she's more childish than me! huh =/ brainless girl, don't need to talk that wisely in front of me. i don't buy your crap. never have, never will. *shakes fist*

****************

my T-shirt is awesome! hahah XD feels the need to voice out my opinion through T-shirt hihhihi. i love AA ;D

and my friends said i looked like a tzi tzu =__='' ~~at least, they didn't say i looked like a Herder ROFL xD~~

and my newest nail art! ;D pretty right? X3

Goodies galore~

2009-07-26T01:42:00.003+07:00

helloohaaaaaaaaa~ this post contains LOTS OF pics XD but the size will not kill ur bandwith XD since ive resized it one by one hahaha XD

anyway, i checked my last post about TVXQ goodies, and it was on april O___O too lazy to post new goods =___=;;; so, the goods that comin' ard may - july XD not that much T_T and i think i've missed a few of it ;___;

mirotic concert photobook ;D

PleaseBeMine ;D awww im loving this book so much! my 2nd fave pbook after bonjour paris ;D

^LOL oppa~!

^someone, please tell me where can i get that cute puppy bag T__T *dyin with envy*

^Milk loves boobies! wahahahah

^awww cute pout x3

anyway, i found something hahaha XD and to think they photoshopped the WHOLE ARMPIT HAIR ARMY wahahhaah.

i dont want to resize it, since it'll be too big, just click THIS if you want to see it ;)

yunho pouch by beaver. OMG isnt it the cute little thing? i love the cartoon so much!!

and my lovely manda beibeh~ the jae for my yunho bought this for me during her trip to miroticon on beijing 8D thanks alot manda! *glomps
Miroticon cardcase x3

windi~~shitty~~city book XD + Handphone strap ;) it supposed to have 3straps, but i gave 1 to mom ;D

2days1night fanart book xD

tobitic fanart book ;) i love the bookmark 8D and dbsk as teletubbies inside hahaha!

Jek goods + Koming Goods ;D

daydream by runtosky season 2 XD [dont ask me about season 1 goods, my friend lost it T__T]

inside of the book :

HeyJJ goods XD [cardcase, umbrella, and Playing card]

Banjo fanart book ;D

^ancient yunjae is making love XD

and save the best for the last : eroYJ pbook! 8DDD
i really love the packaging! and the way they printed the book hahah SM SHOULD LEARN FROM THEM! dear grandpa SM, please make dbsk next photobook like this. ;DD and they know what i like, baby pink polkadot!!! 8DDD but the contents r just okay for me T^T i expect more yunjae, but this quite good already ;D

;DDD

thats all! hahahah. 3.13AM here ;) my pillows are waiting for me :3 will make a proper post asap since i need to rant about something =__=

oh?

2009-07-24T15:44:00.002+07:00

sometimes, i can't differentiate the meaning ROFL.

is it you don't want it simply because you don't want it?
or is it coz u're just jealous?

me? im going with the flow. ;)

3 things xD

2009-07-21T02:29:00.004+07:00

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU
1. Susu
2. Milk
3. Phan"

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. 26th August [a princess was born on this date yo ppl! XDDD]
2. 5th October
3. 25th December

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES
1. facebook-ing
2. reading fanfics
3. staring blankly

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY :
1. keep smiling ;D
2. treasure every little happiness in your life, sometimes, eating ice cream can make you feel happy too XD
3. learn to think that nothing's perfect XD

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. a getaway holiday to venice alone!
2. YunJae marriage invitation
3. $1000 voucher for my nail treatment xP

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Online shopping [bad habit i can't get rid of]
2. fangirling and spazzing over yunho's armpit hair
3. facebook-ing coz im a facebook whore like that XD

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. Venice
2. Greece
3. Spain

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. mineral water
2. green tea
3. milk

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR HANDBAG/BAG:
1. wallet
2. handphone
3. camera

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1. PINK!
2. White
3. yellow

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. Dearest Papa upthere 8D
2. My mom ;)
3. my friends ;D

TOP THREE REASONS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY LATELY:
1. SINGAPORE GREAT SALE!
2. lots new clothes r piling up inside my wardrobe. need to get rid of the old clothes SOON.
3. i don't need an exact reason to be happy right? =/

TOP THREE REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
1. coz im fuckin bored.
2. i can't close my eyes even for a sec
3. have no idea what to write on my blog. and i miss to write.

huhuhuuhuhuh its been a long time! so sorry ;( i dont have something interesting to write lately ;( my life is pretty boring and IM SICK OF LONG HOLIDAY. MY BRAIN NEEDS TO WORK. =/

milk and laptop incident XD

2009-06-22T23:25:00.003+07:00

hahahaha! XD something funny happened today.

so, my mom gave away my old laptop to charity event at church. then, my mom didn't know my laptop password, so she called me this evening XD

mom : vi, itu laptop passwordnya apa ya?
me : ga tau mom.
mom : dede serius ah! ini mami kasih ke gereja neh. mao dipake.
me : yah bnran mam. laptop yg mana si yg dikasih?
mom : yg item.
me : oh yang jelek.
mom : dede, serius, passwordnya apa?
me : yg terakir pake sapa tuh laptop?
mom : nathan.
me : ya udh tanya nathan ajaaa~ vivi ga tau *cuek*
mom : nathan kan lgi diomelin trus hapenya dia diambil.
me : coba aj fuckyou mom. pake caps locknya ye.
mom : vivi!!! yang bener aja masa begitu passwordnya! duh nanti pak pendeta pasti bingung deh.
me : hohoho, lucu kan mom passwordnya. dede gitu lohhh! 8DD
mom : duh kamu ini. *nada ala emak2 ngeluh*
me : eh mom lupa! blgin sama si pak pendeta, ada folder namanya "final project" di my videos suruh apus ya! blgin jgn dibuka2, langsung apus aje.
mom : memang kenapa?
me : isinya film bokep gay vivi itu.
mom : vivi! duh kamu parah banget si. udh dblg klo mao nonton gay abis nonton delete! duh malu kan mami sama pendeta
me : lagiaaann, maen kasih ajaa, bknnya blg dluuu, kan bisa diganti2 dlu. salah sapa cobaaa *anak ga mao disalahin
mom : duh mami nanti malu kan ma pak pendeta.
me : *siul2gajelas*

huahahahahah!!!!!
so sorry mom XD hahaha, but but but u did give it away without telling me first XD i'm not complaining since its for Church. but, that laptop is full of my sin! XDD

nail disaster T__T

2009-06-20T08:50:00.005+07:00

ugh i hate it =/
went to FEP to get my nails done at nailqueen. well, never patronized this salon before but a dear friend of mine recommended this place, cause they provide a wide range of 3D nail art. so i went there yesterday, and handed the beautician the desiign, and she said she could make exactly the same design. then i fell asleep in the middle of my session *LOL* xD after i woke up, it turned out to be A BIG DISASTER. damn =/ my old extension melted!!!! and the tips were like peeling off. oh gosh =__= i got so angry and asked to do me a refund, or else i would report them to CASE xPPP
but i could care less. its my poor little nails we're talking about =__='''

after they refunded me, i went back straight to my usual place. and lilly [my lovely beautician] told me that all my tips were breaking so she had to take it off T__T omg i just did the new gel tips like a week ago T___T then i spent 7hours straight at nail salon =__= ugh. $600 for nails this week. *bangshead*

but a good lesson learnt : never ever step your feet into a foreign salon since you're not sure about how they roll.

and next thing i'm going to do is choking my friend's neck with my own hands!!!! ugh =/ haven't told her how bad her lovely salon's services! [the girl is nice but totally unskilled - and i despise ugly things so much T__T]

P.S : I CAN'T BELIEVE I FELL ASLEEP WHILE PRAYING TO MY DEAR PAPA UPTHERE. ;___; Papa, please forgive me T__T i really really had no intention to do that. i remembered clearly i was praying like usual. and next thing i know, i woke up ard 2.30pm and found myself still sitting and leaning into the wall, and my hands were still on my lap [my usual pose whenever i pray] XD ahh then i prayed once again ;D but but but I FELL ASLEEP AGAIN FOR THE 2ND TIME. omg *bangshead* Papa, don't be angry with me k ;___; like fell asleep in the middle of "our talking session" 2 times ;___; *bangsheadagain T__T

-EDIT-

ahh just got back from nail faerie ;D and got my nail art done!

a proper nail design at last. ;) last time was really really A TOTAL DISASTER. =___=;;; ugh. so ugly!

and speaking of ugly things, UGH I HATE UGLY PEOPLE [BOTH APPEARANCES AND HEART] at least, i still appreciate you if you have a pretty heart ;) but no, u're helpless! u're ugly inside outside. and FUCKIN HOPELESS. like seriously, HOPELESS. duh. no, i'm not saying i'm not ugly okay. i know my limit. but some people just really really get into my nerve system.

u're ugly - but u act as if you were miss universe 2009. duh =__=
u're helpless - but u act as if you were the most powerful person in this field.

bitch please. so what if others can do better than do? duh. u're not the right person to talk about this right now [neither am i, but i simply can't stand your bossiness =__=;;] fuck. i wish i could chop your head off.

AND SERIOUSLY, FUCK OFF YOU BIG TIME SLUT.

copycats suck!

2009-06-16T09:18:00.005+07:00

ugh =____=''' i don't like it. not even a bit.

It's hard to be awesome and cool because those copycats are ready for their next invasion to your i'm-so-cool territory!

it irks me to no end! ughhhhhhh ;___;

if you feel you aren't cool enough, then LEARN how to be one, instead of COPYING others. you would never be a naturally awesome person. =/ it's an awful thing to do. COPYING OTHERS. duh.

P.S : i'm not talking about myself completely here! i'm not awesome i'm not cool, it's just, some ppl really really got into my nerves system!

manslut is a manslut literally!

2009-06-06T01:00:00.003+07:00

MATI AKIKAAAAAAAAAAAA~ *nosebleeds

english translation : I'M OFFICIALLY DEAD.

thanks to the almighty Jung YunHo, husband of Jung Jaejoong.
*o*
fkgjrfghz.agfjjdfsksdklsafa'flkf!!! *insert more incoherent words here*

~~damn these fake nails. WHY SO HARD TO TYPE. ARGH.~~

pretty nails ;D

2009-06-05T00:04:00.003+07:00

my cute nails! XD [its fake though]

i made it just for the sake of stopping my bad habit, biting my nails =/
i wish i can stop biting my nails after this ;(

8DDDDDD

and i'm alive people! not dead YET. actually, i wrote so many entries but haven't posted them yet. hahahah! XD

coz i speak chunrish!

2009-05-13T20:39:00.005+07:00

so XD vie gave me this on Ym just now. ROFL.

Chun! i also got one, pink version 8DDDDD *high 5 with chunnie*
huahahaha. okay. its random okay!

oh anyway, DBSK NEW CF. WOHOOOOOOO~
it's pure cuteness. CUTENESS OVERLOAD. MILK IS DYING.

chun, why are you so cute?

SERIOUSLY, THEY ARE ON CRACK DRUGS YO PPL!
XDDDD
joongie unnie, u're dork! and min brother! STOP GROPING YUNHO! ~~i'm JAElous you know~~ *gets whacked by joongie unnie.
*giggles

but this is pure cuteness T__T *is crying coz i can't handle the cuteness*

i'm waiting for other members version! ;DDDDD

I'D KILL TO BE IN MIN'S PLACE AND GROPE THOSE MANBOOBS.
HUHUHUUHUHU.

*drools!

-EDIT-

so this one african american guy messaged me on facebook.

and he said. . .

hey pretty lady, my name is toochi i stumbled over your profile when browzing this site and i cant compare your beuty to anything so i decided to write and see how we can talk and know eachother better.
wat do you think about being friends??

ROFL. sweet talker =__='' my profile picture in facebook only shows my eyes and nose. and its ugly okayyyyy. i'm not pretty :p

facebook is starting to become similar with friendster. where people can add random people. *dies* [and i accept all friend requests since i'm nice like that 8DDD HUAHAHAHA.]

2009-05-12T12:38:00.007+07:00

i changed blog's link XD this one is more suitable for me. no? 8D
lifelesswhore definitely sounds sexier but milkiiebaby is cuter! 8D
~~because' i'm cute like that xPPP~~

anyway, life's been pretty good, even though i had couple of hard times last week. but i settled down all things. seriously, its the power of prayer 8DDDDD
mommy once said, i need to ask, He will give it to me no matter what. and He really did. =D
i feel blessed~ and i'm trying to walk back to my religious life like i used to have xD well, i stopped praying to Him and going to church since mom and dad divorced for the 2nd time, and daddy got married again. but i still going to church sometimes. XD

i completely stopped going to church and praying when mom left me to move in with my step dad XD since that time i felt like everyone was going to leave me, why did i bother? proven me wrong. and these past few years, so many things happened, and the realization hits me. so here i am, trying to fix my relationship with my Father up there ;)

and He did amazing jobbbbbbb! <3333 like seriously, he heard my prayer, and i'm smiling like an idiot right now, i'm happy! dear Father, what would i be without you? 8DD

btw, this song is pretty nice ;) i've been listening to this song since couple days ago ;)

Mukjizat itu Nyata - Unknown Artist

the title speaks for the song itself 8DD

***

i have so many new dbsk goods! but i'm lazy to take pictures =/

oh anyway, one random thing.

my fave musician - yes musician, not artist :p leehom! 8DD [and jay chou of course]

the older the sexier! RAWR XD oh anyway, his abs reminds me of unnie's abs! 8DD the curves too. ROFL.

unnie, ur lil brother is trying to steal the attention. *pokes*

8DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

EDIT

DANG IM FREAKIN OUT. I TOTALLY RUINED MY SAVING UP PLAN.
ZOMG MILKY, GET A HOLD OF YOUSELVES MILKY. LIKE SERIOUSLY. *bangshead*

so, i told mommy that i;m going to thailand. and surprisingly, she agreed. ROFL.
SHE WAS IN THE GOOD MOOD THAT TIME. YAY ME!
8DDDDDD

oh anyway, since mommy agreed, it means NO MORE SAVING UP! she will give me the money to go Thailand though. so i did what i'm best at. ONLINE SHOPPING.
so, this innocent girl thought she only spent a lil money on online shopping. since i only ordered like 1-2stuffs from 1 spree. then dadadadam! i checked my transaction history this evening.
I SPENT 744$ IN 2DAYS! [MINUS CONCERT TICKETS!]
DAMNNNNNNN. SERIOUSLY WHAT DID I BUY. *faints*

okay. i'm planning to return my ibanking token to DBS SOON.
or i'm going crazy. SOMEONE, HANDCUFFS ME PUHLEASE. ;______;

and i'm brokeee! *cries* thanks God, dbsk didn't release anything. *wipes sweat*

P.S : pssstt, i can't wait for my Juicy couture's bag! =__=
P.P.S : i'm craving for shokudo's crepes T T i think i'm going to eat that tomorrow. ALONE WITHOUT MY JAEEEEEE! T________T
P.P.P.S : stop stalking me you stalker[S]!!! it's creepy you know DX like you guys know every single thing i do! i'm not pretty, i'm not funny, i'm just another ugly & boring girl =/ go find someone worth stalking! T___T;;;;

2009-05-06T19:07:00.001+07:00

oh yeah baby! 8D!
yo everyone, lets clap our hands together! gwangju's no.1 manslut is BACK! and ready to rock your panties! 8DDDDDDDDDDD

*EDITED!*

my NAIL-LESS pinkie ROFL. XD [left foot]

my bleeding index finger. it was bleeding non stop for a good 15minutes though, before i wash it with hot water. IT FUCKIN HURT. ouch. [right foot]

XDDDDDDDDDD

its nasty i knowwwww~ XD *gets whacked

2009-05-05T14:37:00.002+07:00

so mommy sent me a bottle of FUCKIN FISH OIL. i'm so going to die.
=_____________=;;;;;

then mommy called me.

mom : have you received the fish oil?
me : i have no idea why you want me to drink that smelly oil mom.
mom : it's for your own goodness.
me : what?
mom : so you can get smarter.
me : mom, are you insulting this lovely daughter of yours?
mom : no.
me : then? you said i'm stupid in another way!
mom : no. i just want you to become smarter.
me : i am mom. fyi, my IQ is 136 just in case you forgot. don't say you want me to be the next einstein coz i know i can't. =__=
mom : i know you're a smart girl. but sometimes i can't stand your way of thinking.
me : . . . thanks mom =___='''''
mom : don't forget to drink it 3times a day! if you forget, say byebye to extra allowance for shopping. [wow, she knows my weak spot so well.]
me : fine. *LONG SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
mom : good girl. now i have to hang up. busy as usual.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
IS THAT A WAY TO COMPLIMENT THAT YOUR DAUGHTER IS SMART. HUWEEE.
*dies*
i totally can't understand my mom. i thought fish oil is for children?
=/

2009-05-02T23:03:00.002+07:00

wtf i cried again.
today supposed to be another happy day for me right?
;_____;

so, apparently, when i went back, i didn't tell my dad at all. cruel huh? but iono. i just didn't want to meet him. meet him only once a year / or twice. ROFL. [same thing goes to mommy okay. only mommy got more portion :p like once in 2/3months? XD]
*dies*
yeah, i prefer to live my life alone ;) eventhough mommy spoils me like a princess xP

okay, i shall stop here. and move on to the real topic.

daddy has been complaining about his sickness [i have no fuckin idea what it is, blame my ignorance please T___T], and he got hospitalized 3days ago. ;___;
my step mother called me this evening, all i could heard was beeping sound. OMG, i dunno how bad his condition is. i thought its just another normal sickness, and he'll be okay in couple of days.

but just now, my auntie texted me, and told me daddy's condition is on serious state.
IM OFFICIALLY FREAKIN OUT OKAY. ;___;
what if something happens? T__T *touchwood* and i feel bad. I FEEL LIKE A SHIT.
daddy texted me last wednesday, right after i landed in singapore. he asked about my condition here, and kept saying i love you. i didn't reply. coz he loves to send i-love-you message to me. [i know he LOVES me TOO MUCH, but he got no proof to that statement. *i sound cruel, i know*]

i just want to admit that i really really couldn't hate him, eventhough i want to. ;____; *bangshead*
and i'm thinking to forget about the past and start a new page with him. since this hospital-news-thingy is kinda freakin me out, and i have a slightly bad feeling about this.
i just hope he's okay though. i'm going to see him later, when i go back indo again later at the end of this month.

Dear Father, please make everything alright. Cause i know You already made a beautiful ending for Your children. Amen.

2009-04-30T18:04:00.004+07:00

please welcome, MY EPIC WALLPAPER! 8DDDD

coz i HAVE to stop online shopping FOR REAL.

i need additional money for my everyday bills. ROFL. and i have an EPIC plan to sell yunho's armpit hair! 8DDDDD
i'm going to steal it with pin or instant wax - hair remover! and sell it piece by piece. see? i have a brain of businesswoman [the error one], please logon to buluketekforsale.blogspot.com later! 8DDDDD

P.S : before i do that action for real, i need to buy a turtle costume to disguise myself and one extra hard - anti bullet vest to protect myself from unnie's wrath. you have no idea how he loves to use his beloved frying pan to whacky whacky someone's head. =/

[please pardon her epic brain, she's error and can't think straight at the moment. thank you.]

2009-04-25T10:02:00.002+07:00

warning : this post contains ultra broken english and epic fail indonesian.

***

what a lovely morning i have~

doeng =___=''' i slept for 9hours? XD i'm such a pig XD
begitu bangun, keluar kamar gw mao ngumpulin nyawa, tau2 datenglah si oom dengan indahnya nanyain KTP.
and ironisnya, masa gw dituduh jadi maling KTP! and itu KTP diri gw sendiri XDDD bukan maling dong, org itu KTP gw sendiri gethooooo [nadanya ala anak gaul yg SUPER ANNOYING itu]

tersangka : susu, si gadis tak berdosa. 20tahun.
korban : Mrs. KTP [kutu tanpa perasaan] umur tidak diketahui.
penuduh : Mr.Halim darmawan or dikenal sebagai oom milo [karena nickname si oom adalah olim, and gw seenak jidat balik2 namanya jadi milo] di rumah. paman yg suka asal ngomong. 43taon. masih bujang tapi sudah tak perjaka.

kronologis kejadian :
- susu si gadis manis meminta credit card cadangan yg diumpetin si oom milo pada hari jumat, 24 april 2009 jem lupa.
- si oom tampak ragu" ngasih soalnya credit card kmrn masih overlimit.
- susu si gadis manis memasang mata anjing [maksudnya puppy eyes getho lohhh~!] kepada si oom.
- si oom pun luluh gara" takut dikutuk jadi kodok kuncir 2 berpita pink oleh sang ponakan.
- setelah terjadi serah terima credit card baru, susu pun disuruh tidur.
- susu si gadis manis tidur selama 9jam. [wuih, mantab, bangun2 rambut gw kaya ladang gandum diserang kelabang]
- susu si gadis manis keluar kamar dengan tujuan mulia yaitu PIPIS [yang belakangan jg menjadi hobby si gadis manis]
- si oom milo dateng" menagih KTP susu si gadis manis.
- susu si gadis manis ga berasa nyimpen KTPnya karena memang tidak pernah dibawa ke singapore.
- si oom milo pun keukueh KTPnya dibawa oleh susu.
- susu keukueh KTPnya ada di indo.
- setelah setengah jem berdebat, susu si gadis manis dituduh menculik sang KTP.
- lalu susu pun bales keukueh kalo mao nyulik dia meningan nyulik yunho, suami ibu kartijae. drpd KTP [kutu tanpa perasaan]
- si oom pun bingung apa urusannya yunho dengan KTP.
- lalu perdebatan tentang whereabouts si KTP ini menjadi perdebatan sengit tentang yunho. kenapa yunho?
- akirnya perdebatan berakir karena telepon berdering.
- lalu si oom milo pun menemukan KTPnya di selipan tagihan listrik!

hasil perkara :
- si Mrs. KTP ditemukan dalam kondisi sehat walafiat.
- susu si gadis manis bebas dari segala tuduhan.
- oom milo manyun sendiri karena keteledorannya. [bener ga seh nulisnya?]
- yunho tetap tak diperbolehkan untuk diculik. [ga nyambung i know.]
- KAOS PINK GW KEMANAAA?!!! [ga nyambung lgi tapi gw mmg lgi ngubek2 ngoper.]

-case closed-

8DDDDDD

2009-04-16T10:41:00.005+07:00

sane version :

i'm sad T__T dissapointed T__T and whatever i do is never right. yeah i know, i'm an epic phail. please don't remind me again. ;____;

[whoa so shorts XDDDDDDDDDDDD]

insane version :

I'M NOT A FUCKIN POWER RANGER.

THE SUN WILL RISE FROM SOUTH IF IM ABLE TO ENTERTAIN ALL OF YOU 1 BY 1, YOU STUPID DICKHEAD[S].
MIND YOU, I ALSO HAVE MY OWN FUCKIN LIFE. AND I DON'T NEED YOU TO GIVE ME MORE TROUBLE OR ELSE I'M GOING TO TRANSFORM INTO A POWER RANGER WITH A LASER GUN AND SLASH YOUR NON EXISTENT DICKS. OR POKING YOU WITH BIG PINK DILDO YOU ASSHOLE[S].

NO, I'M NOT GOING TO WATCH MY FRENCH, SINCE I'M SPEAKING KENYA NOW, AND I NEED TO PRACTICE IT MORE SO I CAN MASTER BAMBAYA DANCE. [ITS RANDOM I KNOW.] AND I'M NOT GOING TO TURN MY CAPSLOCK OFF, SINCE THIS GHEI TENDENCY IN ME PREFER A BIGGER SAUSAGE SINCE IT CONTAINS LOTS OF WHITE CHEESE.

SERIOUSLY, I FUCKIN DISSAPOINTED AND MAD. I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO FOLLOW WHATEVER FLOATS YOUR BOAT DUDES. HOW ABOUT YOU FOLLOW MINE AND I'LL GIVE YOU A GLASS OF MANJUICE AS A GIFT? ISN'T THAT GREAT? AND PLEASE STOP BEING A BITCH AND COCK SUCKER IF YOU WANT ME TO DO THE TRILLION DOLLARS EXPERIMENT. FAKE SPERM PREGNANCY.

SAY THAT ONCE AGAIN, AND IMMA BITCH SLAP CHUZ NOW!

***
isn't he the cutest thing ever? 8DD omg, korean fantaken pics never fail to amuse me.
why so cute yunho yah~? 8DDDDD and your effort to look sexy is TOTAL PHAIL leader-ssi.
but look at the bright side, it turned out to be the EPIC CUTENESS OF YOU 8D *pinch pinch*
awww, so adorable yunho yah~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥_____♥♥♥
♥♥♥_____♥♥♥
♥♥♥_____♥♥♥
♥♥♥_____♥♥♥

i like you in this kind of expression the best 8D the uglier the better 8D
*pokes yunho with jaejoong's thongs.
X3333333

~~now i need to run again, eunkyum is waiting!~~

P.S : i won't bother to vote for channel[V] since the result is unfair =/ ELF + VIP VS Cass alone. ROFL. it's not ELF's fault. VIP [and other fanclubs i think?] decided to vote for suju since their fave group couldn't make it. actually, i never care about this voting thingy. i don't care whether they lose or not. To me, dbsk will always be no.1~ ♥

***

met eunkyum already at lucky plaza this afternoon. she wanted to eat ayam penyet XD seriously, she got passion for indonesian food XD;;
and she handed me my things 8D the package from yoonmong! new yunho's fansite ;D the admin is vanillaYH, one of withyoonho's top photographer 8D but she opened her own fansite already ;)

Yoonmong's secret goods~ ♥ i thought it would be a boring calendar or a lightstick. XD so i didn't expect much about this goods [but i'm curious since there's no preview for this goods. =/]
but the goods turned out to be awesome 8DDDDDDDD Milk is one happy girl! 8D

the pictorial book~

see, so thick 8DD how could i not die in happiness? 8DD full of unseen pictures 8D [most of them. not all of them are unseen]

a glimpse of the contents~ [spotted so many yunjae 8D]

and the glass~ i got extra one. 8D actually, i got so many extra XD

ballpoint~ [P.S : my dream guy is park yoochun. thank you 8D]

and the DVD~ 8D 3dvds full of HQ fancam 8D [jumps in happiness] all unseen 8D i'm so happy. i love yoonmong more than withyoonho!!! coz i've seen some of the fancams on withyoonho DVD. so, the contents of WYH dvd are just so so =/ [but there's one SUPERB fancam on the WYH 2008 dvd i must say 8D]

^ disc 1 got so many yunjae actions 8D

luggage tag~

postcard.

stickers [the stripes sticker is so cuteeeeeeee :3]

and photos :3333

ahhh i really really love this goods! 8DDDDDDDD especially the book. oh my yunho bias 8D ~~evendou i wish it could be a 1000pages book instead of 400pages. oh my greediness ROFL~~

and i met my girlfriends yesterday~ its been a while :3 both of them are going back to korea on july. DON'T FORGET TO BUY ME LOTS GOODIES THERE 8D you promised me BB rofl. 8D

and my happy face and new hoodie 8D imel bought the same hoodie on blue. 8D aww couple hoodie. [did i mention that imel is my psycho couple? XD]

2009-04-11T08:22:00.003+07:00

;fdkljghsdfg;ladflghk;sdfagl!!!

i need to fangirl so bad!
lgkj;rhs;lglsrdgdgsjbhg;klsdgk!!

so this morning, i was browsing through yunho's baidu. since its been a while since last time i opened that site XD [coz i never really like baidu for some reasons though. FANGIRL'S RULES NO.1 : NEVER TRUST BAIDU FOR RUMOURS. ROFL]
i forgot who invented that sentence XD but i love that quote! hahahaha. *smiles*

and i found these gorgeous yunho pictures! it's scanned btw. =/ from lotte fanmeeting goods. [its limited. woot! ROFL] and i have the goods 8DD [all thanks to my awesome amanda, the jae for my yunho, and i love her fuckin much yo! LOL :3] will post the pictures of the goods later! since i haven't picked up the goods yet. HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

time to fangirl yo!!!!

you see how adorable he could be!
gkr;ldhjhggl;jh'sfgh;sdlgkghjdkl!!! so much love for you, yunho yah~ 8DDD
♥_____________♥
seriouslyyyy! he's sp gorgeousss! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
*screaming frantically like a madgirl*
and i have fetish for his nose. coz the shape of his nose is near perfection!!! 8DDD
you bastard, gwangju's gorgeous man.
*still rolling on the floor*
~~no wonder he could make the most beautiful guy smitten with him, like how he drives ALL OF US insane. ktujhst;dohgi;rtgho;w!!!~~ fuck you, handsome boy ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

SO KUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~! [and please mind that i typed KUTE not CUTE. ROFLMAO]
gjksdfhl;hgdflghflhldfk!!!

okay, so incoherent in this fuckin' morning. =___=''' but what could i dooooooooooo? it's like automatically fangirling over these pics. NOW SOMEONE, MAKE ME A WALLPAPER WITH THESE PICS PLEASE. IM SO GOING TO LOVE YOU FOREVER. MUACH MUACH!!! ♥♥♥

hey gorgeous, i hate you ♥

-EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT-

i'm back with pictures! XD
warning : lots of pics, but dont worry! the size won't kill your bandwidth. ROFL.

Lotte fanmeeting goods ;DDDDDDDDD

^its my time to do the revenge. ROFL. XD

I LOVE THE BINDER SO MUCH. MY FAVE PIC OF YUNHO. SO KUTEEE~! [please note that i don't use cute. ROFL.] aaaaaaa! [so much fangirling in one day. *dies*]

and parsonlife's tumbler. :3

^yoosumin :3

^ yunjae 8DDD

and man, i love the stickers! hohohoohh. seriously, its like effin cute!

^my fave! hahaha. you can guess who is it btw ~.^

HeyJJ goods! hammer balloons and pictorial book ;)

okay, the hammer supposed to look like this XD

and some previews of the book ;)

nowwwww~ some updates on my life. hahahaha!

life is pretty good lately ;) and i'm thankful for that. 8DDD now some random pics as usual!

me and manda had an empek empek feast this afternoon! hahaha. i refused to call it as fried fish cake =__= it sounds retarded. i always think of fish with whipped cream and strawberry, not empek empek. ROFL. XD

^ to tell the truth, its half uncooked! hahahhaa. since both of us are fuckin princess and dunno how to cook. we ended up destroying the kitchen. ROFL.

new phonestrap. isn't it kuteeee? :333

went to jurong point couple days ago, and visited yamakaya japanese market, and spotted this cute fanta can. l;fkdhlsgp;! its cute. :333 i bought it just for the sake of cuteness. LMAO.

and RIP my bear T__T i changed it to pink heart :3

^ still adorable right? 8DDD

^ needs to show oppa how much i love him today! rofl! [gets whacked by unnie]

unnie : he's mine!
me : i know. geez. calm down hot mama.
unnie : awww~ sweet talker.
me : ROFL. *pokes unnie with pink dildo and leave the rest to oppa :p

^ ahh wrong angle to take the pic! left angle doesn't work for me =__= omg, how i loathe my rabbit teeth! =__= but nvm that XD just see my overjoyed face when i got my lovely binder :p

2009-04-09T13:37:00.003+07:00

i've posted this on my LJ XD but since it's fun, might repost this meme on blog as well ;)

but please take note that I'M FUCKIN INNOCENT LIKE A BABY okay. it's just, i'm being too honest with this meme. *winks*

SEX MEME - i dare you to repost this!

1. Is there anyone on your friends ~~list~~ you would ever consider having sex with?
Yes xD MIKI, BRING ON THAT STRAP ON DILDO YO!

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
anytime is good ;D and morning, afternoon, night, and dawn too! hahahaha.

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
the side that facing the wall. X3

4. Do you masturbate?
ROFLMAO. i'm innocent. so, i don't. ~~but i think i did once. ROFLMAO, please don't mind this answer~~

5. How often? Lately?
i don't masturbate okaaayyyy!

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
can give me a better deal? i don't want money, i want yunho! *dies*

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
a long and cold showers is the best ;D

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
someday i will. 8D

9. Do you watch/read pornography?
used to be my hobby! HAHAHAH [wtf, why am i so honest? =___=]

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
aggressive okayy! i don't want to make love with a banana tree/dead log. LOL. it's not fun at all okay! i need some bed-cracking sounds as my background music. LMAO.

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
i love all of you Flist! so lets have a huge gangbang! 200ppl sounds good :D it'll be a FUCKtastic orgy fest! ;DDD

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
know some of them in person. i wish i can meet all of you someday ♥

13. Would you choose love or money?
love can't buy me pretty things. LMAO. XD but i'm not a gold digger! but, money helps your love life ALOT.

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
wtf. pink dildo with heart shaped handle [i almost bought this last week!], pink leather handcuffs, and cock ring for my partner! hahahaha [wtf wtf wtf wtf!]

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
to tell the truth, yes, but lets not talk about that.

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
i haven't had sex okayyy! told ya i'm innocent. =__=''

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Let it be on the wet area to dry your clothes. ROFL. [inside the house one], for outside house one, let it be on national museum ;D and quiet sex in library sounds good to me. ROFL. or emergency exit on the shopping mall? ;D

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
ROFL. noooo! havent had sex yet! *pokes*

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
i'm innocent. =/ [see, how may times do i need to repeat this sentence. geez]

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
no. told you, i'm innocent girl yo!

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
OH YEAH MILK THE RAPIST. [i'm high]

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
only went to bar ONCE. and no, i'm not attractive. i have this i'm-not-attractive-so-please-don't-waste-your-time-picking-me-up vibe. LMAO.

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
kissed. but not have sex. i don't have any strap on dildo ATM! hahahaha.

24. What's your sexuality?
I'm straight. just sometimes, i tend to forget it. HAHAHAHAHA.

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
no. but the idea is good. LOL.

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
its so common!

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
oh man, having sex at production room sounds kinky. with a camera, control board 8D might as well record a porn video yo! hahahhaha

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
couple of times! coz i collect cute condoms and cute lubes as hobby 8DDD [and i'm telling the truth.]

29. Bought something from an adult store?
several times XD but i always asked my friend to lend me her ID XD

30. Do you own any sex toys?
i wanna buy that pink dildo T^T

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
haven't bought any! XD

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
let me think. my bestfriend should have it with him =__= we were high that time! hahaha XD

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
oh yeah, had sex with yunho, and screamed jaejoong name out. HAHAHHA. okay. never. i haven't had sex yet!

34. Have you ever had phonesex?
almost ROFL.

35. Have you ever had cybersex?
ex-bf ever asked me once, but i refused. isn't it weird that you masturbate in front of your webcam? =___=''''

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?
no. LMAO. unless you get can pregnant when the sperms get into your throat.

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
reverse cowboy girl? WTF, MILK IS INNOCENT.

38. What's your favorite sex act?
i'm innocent!

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
3some isn't my cup of tea =___='''' but i don't mind orgy fest or gangbang. *gets whacked* [random but GANGBANGSHINKI FTW!]

40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
want to ask miki, but she did. OH YEAH BABE, I FINISHED YOUR WEIRD MEME! *pokeswithabigPINKneedle!

P.S : the answers here, might be slightly different from the one in my LJ XD and please, believe that MILK IS INNOCENT. YES, WITH CAPITAL I.

2009-04-06T17:15:00.002+07:00

:DDDD

Milk is one happy girl! X333 met darling for lunch, and did a lil bit catch up, since we haven't met for quite a while. then went to far east! ;DDDD

visited la luce, i went here with jenita & thirza like a while ago XD but not really paying attention. then darling told me there's a shop in fareast that selling lots of cute stuff. since i'm a big sucker for cute things, decided to pay a visit. turned out to be that shop XD a couple days ago, manda also talked the same shop XD coz a shop keeper there, gave her a nasty look when she visited that shop *pats manda*
and it's heaven for me yo! new stocks just arrived there ;D so, LOTS OF HAIRPIN! oh man, greattt! i'm really really one happy girl :33333

btw, the shop owner put DBSK photos on the vacant photo frame there! hohoho, lots of yunho and yoochun 8D and the shop was playing O album when i went there this afternoon :333

so here's what i bought. 3hairpins! that cost me almost $50. i know its a bit pricey, but i don't mind X3 its cute! :333

i'm going to go there again next month! [more like when mommy pays april's credit card bill, so i can shop as much as i want again for the upcoming month! hohohoho.]

and the best, has yet to come. :DDDDD

TADAAAAAA~!!! how lovely a ribbon could be. oh love love love!

i'm dying from happiness ;DDD

ahh, went to fundecko also XD where you can find quirky things! XD i bought a lovely pouch, so my Lil Q has a new home now ;DDD

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and i'm waiting for F21 to ship these hairbands ;DDDDD i couldn't find it on F21 in SG. XD told ya, online shopping do the wonders yo! hahahhaa.

i'm obsessed with MAC hello kitty's model. coz she got this lovely and big bow hairband! and i found it on F21! ahh so much love for F21 from milk X333 but it's not pink. but i don't mind ;D

next month, please come faster! T^T

2009-04-05T13:30:00.002+07:00

8DDDDDDDD

GOD, I'M FALLING IN LOVE WITH OPPA ONCE AGAIN!
X3333333

a cute guy with PINK umbrella. what else i can ask for? yup you guessed it right. THE MAIN POINT IS PINK UMBRELLA 8D huahaha. so cute yunho yah~ ♥

okay i know i'm bias here. :3 but its true, cute guy + pink umbrella = PERFECTION TO THE MAX YO!

cute not? 8DDD

and this pic caught my attention XD LOL at yunho's belly button! why so cute? ♥

i feel like poking that cute belly button with my pink needles. hee hee~ X3

eventhough i managed to find some HQ pics, but still, korea's fantaken pictures is the best ♥
especially my fave yunho's stalkers 8DD aba from yoonhostar, vanillaYH from yoonmon, and my fave yunho's fansite ever! nomang in withyoonho X3 i used to love tongxing's pictures, but that nice ahjumma dissapeared from the earth since last year ;__; i miss your "yunho~ my son" sentence, tongxing ahjumma DX

and don't need to talk about fancam. IT SUCKS. i could only hear screaming and saw shaking video. i even couldn't differentiate who is who. =__=''' [dies]

P.S : i wanna make a post titled all about myself XD but don't have time to write it :3 since i can go on and on and on to rant about myself. hahaha. i know i'm such a narcissist.

2009-04-04T14:09:00.002+07:00

since i'm a kid with no life at all.

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
i fell from the bicycle when i was 7 years old XD

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
paper voodoo, this useless frame my house owner put, mirror, plasma TV, tissue box, and a big board for my photos :p

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
i snore when i feel fuckin tired, and i talk in my sleep! so don't you dare to ask me forbidden question when i sleep! u'll be doomed.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
easy listening one, i'm not a fan of music though. haha.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
mommy told me, its around 5 in the evening XD

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
MONEY MONEY MONEY, so i can shop till i drop. LOL.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
no one :p

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
if i tell you i don't have any, would you believe me?

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
173cm. how i wish i was 2cm taller.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
used to.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
YES I DO! T^T

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
daddy =/

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
being lonely.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
brown/blue eyes with brunette hair 8D

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
please don't propose to me, i might reject you. [i despise married so much, so yeah.]

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
neither. can i choose milk instead?

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
pepperoni all the way yo!

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
meatball! T^T im craving for some!

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
PINK ALL THE WAY MEAN.

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
errr, i don't eat fish.

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
don't have any =/

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
sometimes :D?

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
nothing in particular. i'll wear it as long as its cute!

25. WHO IS YOUR FAV FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
yunho? ;D

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
i don't, but mommy does.

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
see my answer above.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
you can't hold your feelings you know =/

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
se7en.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes for sure.

32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
"that's the art of fanfiction, you can make up almost everything you want" - unknown.

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
bedroom 8DDD

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR COUNTRY?
yuppie ;D

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
i pity people easily.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
i never care about famous people unless they give me money to shop. LOL.

37. WTF, WHY THERE'S NO QUESTION HERE.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
yup, coz i got nothing to do =/

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
do you think yoochun is jaejoong's real soulmate? answer this then i'll answer you.

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
facebook-ing.

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
*nods* teeth surger[ies] LOL!

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my cuteness =p [and it's true anyway]

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
nope.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
FRESH CASH! hahahaha.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
1 boy =D haven't thought about the name yet.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
errr. don't think so.

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
attention seeker =/ they think they are the most handsome people on earth, while in fact, mommy's god is more handsome than you, frog face =/

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
THE DRAMA[S]

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
herbal essence XD

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
not really =/ too childish.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
chicken all the way 8D

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
[me refused to answer]

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
no. i'm too cool, even ice cubes are jaelous of me. LOL.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
why not? ;D i'm a pretty nice person. haha/

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
why not? as long you and me got what we want, then lets rock it out yo.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
if i told you, it doesn't matter, it would be a pathetic lie.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
cry or sit in silence.

58. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST BEST FRIEND AND FIRST REAL GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND?
i don't have any REAL boyfriend yet =/ coz i never thought my previous BFs as my BFs. [sorry darlings, LOL.] first bestfriend? first bestfriend? i don't want to talk about her.

59. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL(s) IN LIFE?
to live this life happily. ;)

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
polly pocket 8D

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
471.

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
no.

63. Do you use sarcasm?
sarcasm is my food.

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
neither =/

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
potential of being my next good friend or not. haha.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
phan", phane, phanci, stephie, vivi, piok, milk, susu, cucu, jang, and the list goes on =/

67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER?
i prefer to be a normal human being. thank you.

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
america's next top model ;D what i see is BITCH FIGHT. not model competition XD

69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
ignore them, and let them root in hell.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
vanilla!

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
Yep.

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
laptop ;D

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
sleep and fangirling XD

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
venice!

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
up to them.

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
ice water.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
hugo.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX
hair ;D

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
fangirling. LOL. i got no life.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
[refused to answer]

82. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR?
is CNY considered as a season? HAHHAHAHAHA/

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
don't like sweets.

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
i think so ;D

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
supposed to be black.

86. EYE COLOR?
black.

87. FAVORITE MOVIE?
don't have one LOL.

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
wendys! XD

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
bogor cafe at borobudur hotel ;D

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
not all kind of sushi.

91. FAVORITE SPORT?
bed sport. LOL

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
any day of the week ;D

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
no. but yes, if you consider a mineral water bottle with chopstick are music instruments.

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
ignorant.

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
kisses! hahaha.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
neither. LOL.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
this cute hairpins from a-box ;D

98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
please. i don't want to be one.

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
not reading any ATM.

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE.
i'm frigid. thank you. ;)

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anyway~ i cut my hair shorter! XD its inverted style yo! ;DDDD

some camwhoring pics of mine. hihihih. with princess hairband <333333 [idk why the seller named it princess hairband]

^princess hairband! ;D i love it so much hahahaha. <33333333

2009-04-02T15:01:00.004+07:00

yoyoyoyoyoyoyo XD

okay, my feeling still a bit heavy coz of daddy's matter. but its not as bad as couple days ago ;) thanks to my friends for the comfort words! i owe ya guys X3

nothing much about my life recently, i'm on my holiday and i practically spend every single day at home, coz my lift to the basement is under construction! =_=''' i don't want to take stairs. its fuckin 5levels. =p [i know i'm lazy]
so, i better stay at home ;__; and i don't much things to do either xD so better stay and home and save some $$ right? [and i'll spend it on online shopping again later!]

seriously, my addiction to online shopping is going to be death of me. I'M CRYING OVER MY BANK ACCOUNT. T_____________T''''' i have no idea when did i become this shopaholic. =__='' even my wardrobe already full noww! no more space for new clothes T^T and i still got ard 13clothes somewhere in singapore. *dies* i shud ask my house owner for bigger wardrobe. have to! T^T i really can't refrain myself from on9 shopping T^T you can find lots of cute things you can't find in singapore! 8D [and indo of course] coz i don't want to see people wearing same things with me :p unless she's close with me. xD

i met manda for lunch today, and she gave me YJTH's phonestrap ;)

after that, i was going to go back home, but on the way back home, i forgot that i need to buy more fruits ;__; so i alighted at clarke quay, and walked to liang court. it was sizzlin hawt yo! *dies* =___= my original plan was go to meidi-ya and buy some apples and oranges, bring it to the cashier, and go back home! but my addiction for cute things got the best in me =_= my feet turned to amoeba [the cutest shop on central singapore!] 8D and bought 2 things XD

piggy bank [evendou its not exactly a piggy shaped, but the purpose is SAME] xD

cute nottttttttttttt? *squeals

and i'm planning to tell mommy that i'm trying to save up so money. HUAHAHAH. coz mommy always give me extra allowance whenever i tell her that i'm trying to save :pppp [i'm such a bad daughter, forgive me mommy, or you'll slit my neck coz i spent too much money for shopping.]

*puts my innocent face here*

and i bought a voodoo paper! so i can curse everyone who makes me madddd! or irritated. [same things basically.] i wanted to buy the bitch kit and "why you should have sex with me list" T^T laterrrr when i go to liang court next time!

my first victim : Ms. I [and i believe some of YOU, got the idea of who is this bitch.]

and if you couldn't read that clearly, here, i type for ya! XD

desired change : as long as its an ugly change!
reason for change : she's such a bitch!
consecrating action : send anonymously.

the set got like 60papers inside, and i hung the rest near my yunho's board ;D

huahahha. beware of me, MILK THE WITCH! HUAHAHAH.

ahh, i also did a few changes on my Lil'Q [the name for my pink NDS xD] coz her clothes [read : plastic case] is broken T__T i accidentally dropped it on bus stop couple weeks ago T^T so i removed her clothes, and decided to prettify her! and tadaaa!

she's pretty right? 8DDD [SAY YES!]

novi onnie decided to pay me a visit, so she stayed at my place. guess what? she brought yoochun's bag that i want so much! she bought it at G-market. [FYI, g-market like a hidden treasure! it got yunho's bags as well! damnn, i need moarrrrr monaaayy!]

and i sort of like kept begging her to give it to me. XD she refused it of course! but the good news is, i can use the bag as long as i want! huahaha, might as well give it to me onnie yah~ xD

*posing at the bus stop in front of school! hahahah*

and i love my new vintage dress ;D

P.S : i need a new haircut so badly! ;(

2009-03-29T21:24:00.004+07:00

i'm supposed to go dinner with manda tomorrow, but i cancelled. i just want to roll into a ball right now, and stay in the silent. T__T i need someone to talk to. but i couldn't call manda's phone. so yeah. *dies* have i told you that i got no one in sg? damn i sound pathetic. hahahah. [but i really am pathetic]

okay, so daddy [my real dad] is going to move to another city tomorrow. YES TOMORROW, AND HE DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME ANYTHING. ONLY A SIMPLE PHONE CALL TO TELL ME THAT HE'S GOING TO MOVE TOMORROW. AND WILL NOT COME BACK IN COUPLE OF YEARS. thanks dad for the information. thank you. =_='''

i thought you always say you love me the most.
i thought you always say that i'm your favorite daughter.
and i thought i said that clearly, eventhough i hate you, you're still my father. and i love you. [i know this sentence is hella confusing XD]

i dunno if i'm sad or dissapointed. i can't tell the difference anyway. so yeah. i dunno i dunno i dunno! i got mixed feelings right now. how ironic. i always think that i hate him with passion coz of some reasons that i don't need to reveal here, but i'm still crying. i thought i hate him, but why tears keep rolling from my eyes? or maybe i just can't hate him?
i dunno why i'm crying so hard, i just dunno. its not because he's going to move. it feels like, all previous problems with him also poppin up in my brain at the same time. i feel like recalling those bad memories with him. good ones and bad ones.
;___________;

okay, maybe i'm just dissapointed with the fact, that you still choose that step daughter of yours rather than your own blood and flesh, ME. yes, ME.
i lost count on how many times you chose her OVER me. yes i know i'm selfish.
i remember when you told me, that i've changed drastically. you even don't know me anymore, i'm not the same girl you used to piggyback 15years ago. why? thanks dad. if you wanna know, i've changed because of you. i USED to love u too much until you gave me the shock of my life. i'm not the same girl that you used to piggyback because of you. i've been a pain in the ass to mommy ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.

but why i'm still crying so hard right now? not because u're going to move. but because everytime you make me dissapointed, those scars that i you planted on me keep replaying on my brain.

btw, i threw away our last photo together already daddy. i know you can't read my blog coz you have no idea that i got one. but i feel like confessing to u. i threw away my favorite photo of us, the one that we took when we went to the amusement park when i was 4. i threw it away along with the frame. and FYI, i've kept that pic for almost 10years, and decided to throw it away the day you decided that you prefer to live your life without me in it. [you still thinking that i'm a part of your life, until now. but i don't think so.] and that pic was tainted with lots of tears mark that already dried up there. LOL. i feel funny whenever i remember that photo. hahaha.

i feel like calling mommy, but i don't dare to. Mommy loathes him with passion. they both despise each other so much.

Dear Lord, what should i do? T T''''

P.S : i'm not fine, and won't be fine until the next couple of days, coz apparently, SHIT HAPPENS. another problem comin to the surface. add more salt to my wounded heart. dammit.

2009-03-23T21:33:00.002+07:00

myawwwwwwwww~
i practically spent my day today with my cursed mate, manda X3

then, we bought new handphone! XD LGF350 aka LG ice cream XD okay, we promised to buy this phone together XD our couple phoneee woot! but fortunately, the yunho handphone strap was such a troublesome, so i had to take it off =/ thanks God, i have like 3 yunho handphone strap XD so i have a back up =p~ gotta use it as our couple handphone strap XD hers is jaejoong, mine is yunho. yay for the yunjaness!
XDDDDDDDDDD

will take lots pics of our couple phone later on wednesday =D

and, shud i say i'm proud of myself? XD this is the 1st time i bought handphone alone! woot! hahaha XD i love love love this handphone so much! coz its pink xD and told mommy that i bought the handphone already. she was surprised =__=''' coz she thought i was joking when i said that i wanna bought this phone =/ mom, i never ever make a lame joke about pink things! i'm dead serious here. LOL.

P.S : i'm charging my phone, so please pardon the annoying black wire on the left side.

^ this is my fave pic of yunho! its been a year since the 1st time i used that pic as my handphone wallpaper [the others i mean] XD all my handphone got the same wallpaper, i dunno why, but i really really love that pic so much. [coz donghaeng is amazing LOL ]

^ manda promised me to change the emoticons to yunho's name in hanggul later XD

and because i;m a sucker for cute things X3

cute righttt? 8DDDDD

and last but not least. . .

welcome to the family! 8D

2009-03-21T10:25:00.004+07:00

So, i'm planning to buy LG ice cream as my new phone! heck, even more. LOL. it's my couple phone with manda! hohohohoh. 8D manda will buy the white one, and me? DO YOU EVEN HAVE TO ASK? they have a very very GORGEOUS PINK. of course i couldn't refrain myself from buying it! lkjkssrhkjhgs;afpafgoagua!!!! xD

Manda always have JaeJoong handphone strap as her cellphone charm, well, i'm going to put my yunho handphone strap also. Looks like a couple phone right? XD coz Manda is officially the Jae for my Yunho X3 [no, she's not my girlfriend. =/. YET. LOL]

she gave me this link : http://jayelleenelial.com/what-a-girl-wants-is-an-lg-kf350-ice-cream-phone/ AAAA CUTENESSSSS! X333333

LG ICE CREAM, HERE I COME! xD

and mommy is weird. seriously weird =/
coz the handphone's price is so cheap, and she was like confuzzled. LOL.

Phone conversation with mom 2days ago.

mom : How's project? [she keeps checking me UNTIL today, this morning 7am. aaa my beauty sleep!]
me : don't even ask about it mom. it sucks. =/
mom : try harder i know you can do it. don't dissapoint this old lady.
me : meh? old lady? finally you admitted that you're one mommy! HUAHAHAHAH.
mom : *laughs*
me : mommy mommy. i want to buy something!
mom : what is it? not enough shopping eh? you've spent enough money to shop this week little girl.
me : hehehehe. but you know i'm stress! and i need to shop till i drop mommy! fangirling alone isn't enough to satisfy my poor soul. and mommy you know what, i don't want to grow any wrinkles, i'm still on my early 20's! huhuhuh, you're meanie mommy . . . [i hadn't even finished talking]
mommy : okay okay stop. you and your words *sigh* so, what do you want to buy?
me : LG ICE CREAM!
mommy : ice cream?
me : it's handphone mommy. it's pink!
mommy : stop buying pinky things! you have enough pinky things. i'm sick of your pinkyness, wear something black please [my mom loves BLACK with passion.]
me : . . . . meanie meanie meanie mommy!
mommy : okay okay. i'll buy for you i'll buy. just shup up with your childish whine.
me : hehehe. *GRIN* so, buy it for me! mom, should i buy in Indo or SG?
mommy : huh? i have no time to buy it for you. just call Cellphone seller or smth.
me : then buy in SG then! give me money to buy it mom.
mommy : how much? sgd700 is enough?
me : ehh too much mom! it's only sgd300 =__= its roughly 2millions in Indo i think. cheaper in indo right mom?
mommy : why so cheap?
me : i thought you supposed to be happy since it's not expensive.
mommy : this is the first time, you asked something cheap. [I WAS PRACTICALLY DYING WHEN MOMMY SAID THAT.]
me : . . . . i DON'T do that EVERYTIME! *sniff sniff
mommy : okay okay, just wait until next week, i'll send it together with your allowance.
me : extra allowance for some shoppings mom!
mommy : again? *sigh sigh*
me : i'm just kidding. =__= mommy you're no fun!

okay the rest of the phone call wasn't that important XD and if you're wondering why i talk like a baby with my mom, it's simply because she LOVES to babytalk me! XD and she ALWAYS treat me like a 7 years old girl.
her favorite statement whenever she calls me is : "DON'T GO OUT AT NIGHT. SOMEONE MIGHT KIDNAP YOU. BE BACK HOME AT 8." and i'm dead =__= 8 is dinner time in SG. dies dies.
she said i'm forever her little girl. ergh, i'm 20! XD but i love to act a bit childish. LOL.

and had a very very random conversation with manda last night. [manda at the background : we always talk nonsense things you idiot!]

~~okay, i gotta run to meet eunkyum! she got my new dbsk things from korea! *grin grin~~

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MET EUNKYUM ALREADY! xD *jumps jumps

ah anyway, i have something to voice but never have the chance to do so. LOL.
i saw some people are helping others to order fansite's goods, but the price is really really unbelievable. like seriously. its like thrice from the original price [including shipping and remittance fee in this case] @___@'' i feel like WTF.
if you're willing to help people, please do it willingly. don't rob their money like that. unless you also got the things from re-seller, then i'll shut my mouth up. since re-seller's prices are indeed insane also LOL. insane price from reseller + 3rd party's price = BOMB FOR YOUR WALLET! XDDDDDDDDDDDDD

that's why i prefer to order it from the fansite myself =__=''' or asking some friends to help me buy if the person also wants to get it. Save lots money in shipping and remittance fee! XDDD

okay okay~ the goods that i received today is mickyfan's hoodie and FLC's goods 8D and also manda's tumbler & passport cover XD since the seller didn't want to sell it overseas, so manda asked the seller to send it to eunkyum's house ;) manda, the tumbler is pretty X3

yunho's fan from wish goods. eunkyum's mom forgot to send this one together last month XD

mickyfan's hoodie. SERIOUSLY, I LOVE THIS HOODIE MAN! xD
so comfortable XD and it's super long! i can use it as long tops, then add footless legging and my pink sneakers, I'M READY TO GO OUT! hahahah XD i love this more than xiahforest's hoodie X3

FLC's goods X3 bought extra towel for TVXQindo's contest winner. the material of the towel is kinda different from other fansites XD but still cute, and the lighstick is nice X3 bowl of rice ROFLMAO.

2009-03-17T23:51:00.002+07:00

i bought so many unimportant things within 4days. OMG. =__='' i spent like SGD300 in 2hours for online shopping. not that much but still XD i did that coz i'm stress. omg, my gp is seriously going to be the death of me. why did i bother to choose that one? T_______T okay enough talking XD

some things that i bought in bugis today XD

^ finally, i had hat shaped hairpin! i'm totally digging this hairpin!

^ prawn shaped wrist rester. hohohohoho. 8D cute right?

and bow earring! 8DDD

^ which one cuter? this earring or my "fuck-u" earring? xD

i love them both! so . . .

TADAAA! xDDDDDDDDDDDD

ahh i got nothing to share, but i;m going to post my conversation with miki on facebook, since it was quite random XD

Blue = Miki
Black = Me!

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shouldnt be you off the internet since your doing your project... :'|

internet is my bestfriend when it comes of doing project babe! [fanfics and fansites complete me 8D]

thats so wrong :( how can you finish? and its like midnight in SG already. SLEEP. nao. (i sound like a mother)

i'm about to sleep babe, since my research turned out to be nothing! =__='''
this is the 2nd time this week, that i got nothing from research. bloody fuckin topic ;___;
aww mommy miki! *glomps

mommy miki? do you want me to bite you so hard. so you would bleed? ROFL :D
awww i doubt you did your research since you spend too much money on shopping. im gonna rob you one day just you wait :D

now mommy!miki wants to become a vampire? so you can bite me hard until i bleed ;D *coughneckpleasecough*
you'll be the edward then i'll be your bella. LOL.
i did my research. i seriously did, for jaejoong's pink thongs's sake. its just, i spent a lil longer time on shopping *grin*
should i be afraid of you? since you're going to rob me. but imma rob u back! XD you just wait. >D

i already am :D duuude. why am i always the seme? jae's pink thong? what? WHAAT? -_-?
be afraid. be very afraid.
and im sending my add to you since i always forget about it :'( wait thru LJ or here?

because you're the ultimate seme miki who tops all kim's sisters! [heechul, junsu, jaejoong, last but not least, the oh-so-adorable milk!] XDDDDDDD
:3333333
*pretending to shudder and shaking like mad since i have to be afraid of you XDDDD*
either way is fine with me BB XD but facebook is better. since my inbox in LJ is so messy. =/

CRYING SO HARD. i top all of you. im loosing all my estrogen to my husband chul or should i call him wife now. :X. seriously he looks at his mirror more than me T_T. why did i even agreed in marriage. LOL aaaand his feet hurts. <-- random i just want you to know.
stop pretending *givesyoutheglare*
FB it is then :D

i told you, you should divorce heechul and marry yoochun, so you can perform a 3some with junsu also. and i'm so going to tape the video for my ohyesohno.com! [coz that site and me are awesome!] and heechul is reserved for siwon and hankyung x( what did you do to my sister until his feet hurts? did you ask him to do all the dirty work? *pouts
*glares at you back*
do you need tissue to wipe your tears miki? ;DDD
will send it next week babe! ♥

i love that site really. if we have time we should put that up. REALLY im serious
hey my back hurts. i should really blame him for that. i cannot marry chun. his only for su. really. i rather just watch. chul and won is my 3rd otp. really. i love them.
im actually nervous if someone needs our convo my image(WHAT IMAGE?) would be ruin. T_T crying under my skin.
send it whenever. :D and thank youuuu♥

oh no! i forgot that i have an INNOCENT image to keep as well!
damn, we need to watch our french whenever we talk in facebook. our image might be in danger right now.
[and i'm exaggerating things]
whats wrong with your back? did heechul ask you to piggyback him? XD
and i'm dead serious also. i need to prepare my secret weapon! [handycam i mean XD] to tape yoosuyunjae's vids. changmin agreed to help me since i'm such a nice dongsaeng to him. *grin* and we need to bribe him with lots of bizarre porn and famous amos cookies! yay for gangbangshinki!
[in the end of the day, i didn't watch my french, AT ALL!]

omygad yes! yes the french. we must watch our french though we should switch to german now. since we both fail at watching our french. PHAIL MILKKUUU♥
our image does not exist now thanks to that pretty mouth of yours and FB♥
piggyback? LOOOL did you not see my entry in LJ. its all of the chunsex now i need to go to the doctor. ROFL.
minmin really i want to marry him someday. i can see he will rule the world. and i will get to eat his cookies and watch his porn. THIS I JUST SAY THAT. no pROn nononononnononono. im INNOCENT.

how about switching to kenyan lang? since i'm afraid even german lang couldn't save our image! how about taking the lang lesson from junsu? since he's the mastaaahh! babe, the mastaahh!! XD
its not only because of my pretty mouth [do you want to kiss it btw? ♥ i'm craving for french kiss now]. you took parts on it also! *whacks you with piranha evendou mommy said no violence allowed!* you tempted me to practice french. cries a big river.
i did not see it! and don't forget to send the hospital bills to yoochun's house since he;s the one that caused you to become an early ahjumma babe [another way to say "get well soon miki!"]
of couz! baby minmin will be the head of yunjae;s army and conquer the world. pretty soon! ♥
[and still, in the end of the day, WE didn't watch our kenyan lang also]

nooo i phail at kenya im actually pissed that FB allows our convo's to be free to the world to be view. KENYA is one language i cannot learn since you have to have su's brain size to learn it and im afraid my brain is a lot bigger *isproud* and i might LAUGH SO HARD DURING OUR lesson since im amazed by su's natural FAILNESS.
no you might not want to french. i bite. im a masochist. do you not know? ♥ . i like blood and pain.
READ YOUR FLIST. rofl. i might go to the hospital this week or the week when i get back from vacation. where are you going by the way?
Conquer the world ohhh i like. this is why i want him for my husband instead of chul and chul bite too. FYI.
we should resort to sign language. :X

and yoochun is supporting your statement by waving the "i love junsu evendou he's a major phail" banner.
i believe you don't know that i love BDSM for REALS. feel free to bite, and don't forget to suck the blood. aww the silver taste! should we make our own kissing style? french kiss is so yesterday. how about piranha kiss? since it involves fangs & bloods. ♥
where are you going for vacation! don't you dare to leave me all alone in this miserable state. T__T i have no idea x__x but i'll go back indo next month though.
darl, FB is an exhibitionist! thats why it loves to show our "lovely" convo. what a nice PDA we got here right 8D

oh god shall we call our selves the piranha couple now? with kiss blood, pain and fangs. oh how i love it. XDDDDD♥ ♥ ♥
Hongkong. i love that country too much really. i can practically live there. but dont worry im going back there soonnnn♥ i even want to visit you in indo? ROFL ROFL. i should really lessen my traveling. im going bankrupt, why do i love to travel soo much? your not going to korea? or are you staying in indo for your whole vacation?
PDA. PDA. someone will freak out when they see this. my image would be ruin forever because of our frenching.

i demand you to visit me both in indo and sg!
hahahaha *is greedy*
sorry babe, i fell asleep last night. since my lovely eyelids refused to stay open yesterday XD
i'm still unsure about my holiday. since i haven't finished my thesis yet! x__x''' i couldn't think of other things right now T____T''''' *bangsheadtoyunhochest* [feels good btw~ no wonder jae likes to snuggle his yunho bear up!]
darl, WHAT IMAGE?! your image never exist in the 1st place. *runs

2009-03-16T20:54:00.001+07:00

my new earring knows me so well.

coz it says my fave words : "FUCK YOU."

2009-03-06T14:36:00.003+07:00

Finally! 8DDDDDDDDDDD

my tattoo extension 8DDD

from this [this is my 2nd tattoo 8D but its too small XD so i extended it! XD]

to this ;D

^please ignore the tomato red skin =__=''' my skin is quite sensitive, it turns red easily. [and i think i did bleed a lil bit hahaha!], not to mention my natural skin is quite dirty with lots of marks, and red dots XD

I love it 8DDDD

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anyway, i'm pimping another whore! XD

don't forget to visit this blog 8D because jae's thongs need to be seen! X3

http://jaejoong-thongs.blogspot.com/

2009-03-02T22:34:00.011+07:00

:D

warning : NC17 WORDS AHEAD.

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윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 just sent you a nudge.

[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :

[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
=____=''''
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
i thought you know that i hate NUDGE.
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
:D
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :

윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
now, you're scolding your lovely unnie.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
=___=
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
so, whats up? how come you come online right now?
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
i'm quite free today ;D
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
and i'm happy!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
DETAILS!
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
don't want to tell =p
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
don't talk to me
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
i hate you
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
like seriously DX
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
you're bullying me again.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
that sentence reminds me of someone
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
who?
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
your most dedicated FANGIRL. 8D
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :

윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
me 8DDD
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
they just don't know the real you, WOMAN.
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
i'm a womanizer yet manizer also!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
manizer doesn't even exist in the fuckin' DICKtionary.
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
because you put DICK in there!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
it's gay dictionary! it supposed to have DICK and not a fuckin VAGINA =_='''
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
why are we talking about this anyway?
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
you started it.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
and you did continue it.
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :

[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :

[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
CUT THE CRAP!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
how's oppa?
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
HOT AS EVER.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
i'm asking how's oppa doing
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
not WHAT DO YOU THINK OF HIM
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
RAWRRR!
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
and you're scolding me again.
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
T___T
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
i'm ignoring you.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
. . . .
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
fine fine!
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
he's so into me lately 8DDD
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :

[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
your emoticon is so nasty =__=
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
and i thought he always into you?
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
=__=
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
blame our hectic schedule.
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
he rarely touch me the way he used to be
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
but this morning was different
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
he so into me, and kept touching me here and there
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
oh my lovely hubby
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
PDA ISNT ALLOWED HERE.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
I'M INNOCENT.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
MIND YOU.
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
ckckckc. MY ASS!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
THATS MY LINE!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
NOW DETAILS!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
*caps abuse
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
he kept kissing me this morning 8DD
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
my pouty rosy lips X3
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :

[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
narcissistic =_=
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
and i learn that from you DX
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
me = unlucky dongsaeng.
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
YA! YOU SUPPOSE TO BE GRATEFUL BRAT.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
ckckckc, a LADY can't shout.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
where's the manner?
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
and to think that you're kartini, Gongju version!
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
. . .
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
that;s a compliment you know!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
say thanks.
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
THANKS FOR MAKING ME SOUNDS LIKE A RETARDED.
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
. . . .
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
*cries in yunho's chest
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
DRAMA QUEEN.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
anyway, it's late.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
why you haven't go to bed?
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
no!
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
i haven't prepared myself for the special "time" before bed time!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
O__o
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
i guess, i know what do you mean with that "time"
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
. . . horny bastard.
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
say that to your oppa!
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
haish, need to look super pretty.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
= YOU!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
HAHAHAHAHA! xD
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
unnie, i'm going to bed!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
BYEEEE!

[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! is now offline.

윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
YA YA YA YA!
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
BRAATTTTTTT!!!!!!
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
AND I DON'T PUT A FUCKIN MAKE UP
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
I'M ALREADY PRETTIER WITHOUT MAKE UP!
윤호 ♥ 재중 NOT 재중 ♥ 윤호 says :
okay maybe a lil bit. . *whispers

[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! is now offline. your message will be delivered when the contact is online.

Pretty_joongie@hanmail.net sent on monday, 10:12:13 says :
STUPID DONGSAENG
Pretty_joongie@hanmail.net sent on monday, 10:12:13 says :
AND STUPID MSN!
Pretty_joongie@hanmail.net sent on monday, 10:12:14 says :
WHERE'S MY CUTE NICKNAME! AAAA!

[cameo : *sounds at the back* Joongie~ stop the keyboard smashing, and come to me already~]
[cameo 2 : ]
[cameo 3 : *the sound at the background isn't appropiate for innocent mind]

[a while ago before the cameo appeared]

-Flashback-

[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
Oppa oppa! are you there?
윤호 says :
yes dongsaeng?
윤호 says :
i thought you're chatting with your unnie right now?
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
i'm pretending to be offline with unnie
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
don't tell unnie!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
or i'm gonna tell him, that you're the one that washed his EXPENSIVE starry boxer with glass cleaner, and not with his EXPENSIVE softener 2 in 1!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :

윤호 says :
did you really need to put in all the details?
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
blame your wifey, oppa!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
he's the one that kept emphasizing those words.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
EXPENSIVE
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
IMPORTED SOFTENER 2 IN 1
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :

윤호 says :
you know your unnie.
윤호 says :
but i love him the way he is
윤호 says :

[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
more like you can't wait to get into his pants
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
=____='''
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
ADDITIONAL YUNJAE SMEXY SEX SCENE IF I GUESS IT RIGHT!
윤호 says :
shut up kid.
윤호 says :
innocent kiddo isn't suppose to talk like that.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
and this innocent kid also got her noty side.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
8DDDDD
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
anyway, don't want to keep you online any longer
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
since i'm gonna make unnie mad because i'm so going to go offline
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
without his permission as usual! hahaha
윤호 says :
bad kid
윤호 says :
you really love to make your unnie pissed
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
:pppp
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
good luck with tonight oppa!
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
and use the gift i gave you!
윤호 says :
which one?
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
duh
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
do you need me to say it once again?
윤호 says :
yes.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
the book titled "HOW TO REACH ORGASM WITHIN 20MINUTES WITH 100% SATISFACTORY LEVEL.
윤호 says :
okay, just pretend that i didn't ask you just now.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
haish =___=
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
okay it's my bed time.
[MilkyBaby] : The cutest marshmallow alive ;D! says :
good night oppa!

윤호 is now offline.

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manda said i need to give the warning here.
NEXT POST WILL BE QUITE FREAKY!
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-02-27T18:04:00.002+07:00

i want to dye my hair with this color T___T

but manda said it's too extreme XDDDD huahahaha. and milk is dying to have that color 8D i'm so going to dye it with that color once i get back to indo!

and happy happy milk =DDDDD

oh anyway, i got A for journalism skills! 8D damn, i'm so happy. 2 As in a row *jumps happily* i thought i was going to fail this subject, since i had no idea what did i write that time =__= and the exam date took place 2 days after that fateful day when i swore i was going to sulk for the whole month. [it's been 3weeks XD]

and my sweet lunch time with my lovely mcspicy meal turned out to be "catch the french fries if you can" =___=''' seriously, the fries kept flying to my lap, keyboard, handphone pouch, basically wherever =__= its partially my fault XD because i didn't pay attention to my food, i kept my eyes set on laptop screen 8D watching the oh-so-sexy-fancam of yunho :p

i have last exam for my pre-degree program! mass media research, and i have no idea what is it all about =___= God bless me and screw this paper! T___T and that damn lecture is expecting us to write minumum 2 pages of answer for each question. i never write more than 1 page for 1 ques! i prefer quality over quantity, not vice versa. i'm so going to be a dead meat on exam venue tomorrow *bangshead to the nearest wall

but, at least this week is totally my week!
<333 lots of good news that i've been longing to hear since last month, and my long awaiting holiday 8D indo here i comeeeeeee!

and i have a new baby to be taken care off! 8DD

2009-02-23T14:05:00.003+07:00

myaw, Milk is currently very happy XD

not exactly very happy actually XD ~~milk still can't get over that problem, but yeah, she's trying!~~
XDDDDDDDDD

i spent my weekend with my lovely partner in crime *grin devilly* and i laughed at her TOO MANY times XDD but i skip the details since i'm not in the mood to write. hehehehe.

just, i watched BOF [as usual, KIMBUMMM *is fangirling*], and saw the desserts that Gaeul & JanDi had at eps 9/10? [i'm not sure which episode!] but the ice cream looked so mouth-watering, then remember citylink mall got one shop that similar like that one 8D so tried that yesterday with manda.

i want to try european caramel custard next time! T__T

and i ACCIDENTALLY kicked big big stone on the way to my house =.= now my finger is swollen. it damn hurts. =_____='''

^do you spot the purplish finger? ;___;

******

and so many goods arrived! 8D i'm happy yet unhappy =.= unhappy because my dbsk closet is already full, now i need to put those things on box and leave it on the floor. it looks so messy! and i don't like messy things in my room =.= [my wardrobe is exceptional LOL]

^ iknowyoonho goods, it arrived in Indo long long time ago! then i asked my uncle to send it to SG. hahahah XD

^ HouJJ 3rd book + Tumbler

^ YoonJaePetch goods

^ Inside the pouch XD

^ my fave pic from the book & calendar

^ LieHeim Goods [ChunJae] milk is so loving the calendar! 8D

^ Wish goods [Yunho's bday party in korea] the right one is for me, the left one is for TVXQindo's main contest winner ;D

^ inside the plastic bag XD

^ Yunho's sims character, with Jiyul 8D cute X3

^ WithYoonho 2009 calendar + Goods
i LOVE the calendar! i always love their goods ;D never fails to make me happy!
i haven't tried the passport cover since i forgot where did i put my passport =__='''

^ Mickyfan's handphone strap! i've been eyeing this strap since last year =.= the pink and white one are so adorableeee!

^ BabyJaejoong supporting towel :3 they wrapped it nicely along with the ribbon. cute 8D
[i have a very weak spot for cute things ;_;]

^ YoonHostar special goods! aww man, i love this goods! 8D and Yoonhostar gave me so many extra photos, but i'm not complaining :D and the lightstick is slightly larger than last year edition ones. Don't ask me why did i buy so many towels, those are for TVXQindo's yunho graphic contest winners XD anyway, i got one extra towels. Tell me if you want it XD

^ my fave pic of the calendar 8D

anyway, i'm off! XD i'm starving T__T

2009-02-21T18:09:00.002+07:00

meme ;)

[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[x] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do/did my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[] I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles

Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[] I've seen a shooting star.
[] I've wished on a shooting star
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
x[] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[] I can sing well.
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[x] I love Spam
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[] I've worn pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[] I know how to shoot a gun
[] I am in love with love
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[] I'm good at remembering names.
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

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I'm happy! eventhough im depressed over something, but its alright.
will get over it later. just wait until tomorrow, i tend to forget all things when i wake up in the next day haha.

currently is quite happy! coz lots of fan goods are coming one by one to my closet.
hohohohoh. *jumps happily