pusing. ga tau harus gimana. ga tau kenapa. ga tau apa-apa.
ga jadi pulang. sedih. nangis sampe mata bengkak.
urusan jadi panjang. semuanya bikin pusing. gw benci keadaan begini.
sebel. kesel. bete.ga terima. sedih. prihatin. feeling guilty.

btw, jatoh dari lantai 35 kayanya enak ya?
anyone? *winks*

i need to calm myself down. maybe dissapear for couple days will do.
turn off my handphone, sign out from YM or MSN. sleep peacefully.
maybe i can think clearly that way. ;)

p.s : i hate Mr.Z, he doesnt deserve mr.X . Mr.X sacrificed so many things yet Mr.Z did nothing in return. I cried, i cried so hard because of Mr.X and i fuckin loathe Mr.Z's attitude, but i still love Mr.Z though ;) [Kalo cinta yah susah mao begimana.]
now i proudly say : "i HATE bi, i LOVE gay."
don't hate me for saying that sentence, but i have my own reason. well, not all bi sucks, but some of them suck like hell. HWAITING MR.X HWAITINGGGGGGGGG!